My Taro health insurance card came in the mail today. Methodose URL 4 email mailbox is paid for until 2026 now.
Before Jan 31 lets just establish, My Cousin Tim isnt a Pharm D, Chip and Elsa have never worked for NBC, and the last time I got my SSI turned on my Dad turned it off and because I had been tithing 10% my Mom had a small siezure because she hadnt been working in a while.
6k divided by 100, times 10 is $$600 (10%) I say the 4 of us go Anglican
This and the Samba lesson was main points of why the outcome of the 12 weeks of my class wasn't a passing grade. It was tricky. I eventually want to get with Jeff and have him help me get this.
I am glad I have my Dad's credit card. We need groceries and I need Cough Syrup. Michelle should get her Adderall today. I am planning on asking for mine back in 11 days. Summers have been hell. My Dad took away my Mom's landline just like I took away ours. I can remember my Grandfather telling me about my Dad turning disability off because of the way drugs and alcohol would be. My little cousin Amanda's son is 14. I am as annoyed as how she did it not married as I am about Elsa pretending she works for nbc when she has a kid and my Dad says its truthful. Honestly we moved here because my Dad got that of as important as a job for Hoover. He is getting ready stop. His sarcasm and pretend land makes me feel like my cousins would leave me for dead. Dont turn it off this time. Please
I was glad to hear that Tonya's Dad George is at her brothers house now. I found it a bad idea for how Tonya works at NYL and her brother works at the airport that they wanted to pay someone under the table $12 a hour, without a license, to do what I would have been doing. With the controlled substances. I was wondering if he was still in that hell hole apartment alone. How he is with family. That is right. If they aren't going to follow Medical law he needs to be to be with a family member. Walking away was in her families money best interest. Coming to tax time, how I changed Tonyas Dad's diapers I wondered how many marriages Tonya has had? Is it true she has a 20 year old son? Or is that just something untruthful that she told us? It was a long road my Dad giving me a house that he bought from the courthouse for 145k having 3k in a Roth IRA. What my Grandpa said is true how many times could I fuck up being married and my Dad allow it? About adopting a son I think all the time, especially seeing Tonyas mom dying because of lung cancer, I think what would happen if my Dad paid for me to buy a boy from a young girl that couldn't handle it and in the sons childhood, Michelle not being quit smoking does to her what happened to Tonya's Mom? I think that is why God put me in that situation. I also think that is why the bible says with a man having a son there is a back up. I would fail at keeping a home with a son, getting him through college, without a Women to be his mother. If I have my SSI turned on for 2 years and I can build up some savings, I want to talk to an adoption agency. Kate Hansen used to spend the night at my house, at my car wreck she was there everyday when I was in the ICU, no one else really was except her that much. I dont like how Michelle has no girls to get drunk with. I wish Kate would call me so I can introduce her to Meke and Michelle.
For intermediate drum lessons I would teach stuff like this to a drummer I work with. I study all of Jeff's books ongoing.
I want to get to a thing where we play parties with my PA. Bub has had these for 4 years. Eric Clark would run my sound. Seriously even with my 2 mic sets I dont have enough for how big my kit is.
I bet Jennifer Stairs could throw together a birthday party where we build a stage and Methodose and Dont Care Bears play in someones backyard and both bands split 1k down the middle. 1k a piece.
This is something like a lesson I would start a beginner on.
1/5/2025 - 263lbs
With taking 2 Adderall pills a day its not unrealistic by fasting with vegetables and water where I could loose 80 pounds. What the goal would be is once I get there dont get spun out on the pills so she doesnt have to cut me off of them. They make me think straight.
My code comes to fill out my SSI disability this week. For the first time in a while I will have money at the level of a 40 year old that keeps a full time job. Its been so long since I have written the checks for my own bills. I am eating on a loaf of bread, lunch meat and cheese right now. 15 days until I can ask a MD to give me a C2 stimulant. Michelle still has two dentist appointments. I am using my fluoride and antiseptic. It would be unbalanced if we both had dental work done at the same time. I cant wait until I can get my pills back. They shape me up. How its a upper it helps my body type because I have had a lot of operations. Broken Ribs, etc.
John the Baptist and Jesus were brothers. They came from the same mother. With Water and Wine, etc they honestly used beer for medicine in ancient Egypt. With Jobs and Debt, water and it seeming right that you can drink plays a huge role in peoples health. People being faggits causes paranoia like its wrong by God to drink alcohol. There was a piece by Doctors today on TV about how alcohol causes cancer. If you went to medical school and you read the bible you would know that its not the alcohol that is causing cancer. Jesus turned Water into Wine. The Apocrypha isnt attached to the Baptist Bible or Methodist. Its almost kept secret in denominations that dont take communion with Wine. In the Bible it says alcoholism - apocrypha. What would cause cancer is the immoral fucked up shit that alcoholics do. Worry about the karma of that giving you cancer more than if you drink with your family and friends and get drunk. The Anglican church that I am reading the Catechism for right now does Beer nights with the Priest. Debt can give people seizures but also things being so dry, people being gay and faggits can put people in a spin of masturbation where it will give them a seizure.
In making a home where its a heaven, people that are lost don't need the apocrypha "taken away". That isnt what its implying in the bible to be taken away. People that are lost, breaking the law, having sex when they aren't married, doing illegal drugs, internet gun harassment. Frankie, Kenny, Tommy, the bible is implying for the intranet to be taken away. Until someone can make them clean opposed to unclean, move them so they can quote it. The bible also says tithing - cancer. I tithe to protect my houses from cancer.
In this thing of a circle jerk work - tithing is how to where you get to a state of college. How they are, with social security, how they are all tweekers, they all lost their teeth, how they do that with their guns and the internet. It does sum up the phrase God Fucking Dammit. It would save all of their lives if they got a cashier job, did the math day after day, be friendless and miserable while they do it. Make that register their point. 13 year old's can do that. I am telling you honestly how they have three kids, how you lie about how he works full time in fast food, how he left, had sex with another girl. how I posted a picture of a bubble and a cop picked him up, do not feel guilty if she is making a back up plan. He is a wigger and a tweeker. DHS came there because he cant even do something as simple as making a register his point. His brother got arrested for robbing a store. Its "toxic" I took money out of the stock market to send my wife to houses with illegal meth a cocaine in them. I am wondering if people know why they are all dead?
Did Seamus get his comic books this year? I did that last year and that Mother Fucker had them returned to Michelle and my house. Is he mad that I have had both him and Roger arrested now? Is that why he mailed back Seamus comic books? Because I don't forget who's Godfather I am. I'll make it a point bud. Ill mail you comic books every Christmas for the rest of your life. My Grandpa gave me $300 every Christmas from 1985 to 2010. With how Rusty cant legally drive does Ashleigh have a checking account? Those kids are going to be asking to go to college and Ashleigh isn't going to have any money in the bank.
I consider doing more Berklee Online classes. Things come first though. Like this 6k tax return and getting approved to have ssi disability. I am not interested in trying to figure out away to put enough time and energy into graduating from what I was doing there unless I figure out a way to not have to give my 5 bills a month to my dad. I need enough of my own a month to cover those 5 before I do anymore classes.
Lose thy money for thy brother and they friend, and let it not rust under a stone to be lost.
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Lets define Tweekers in regards to the money my Dad worked his whole life for. We are going to have to get a new car. If I pay my bills on my own all year with ssi. That might justify my Dad spending 25k on buying me a new car. The holidays are over. Michelle is getting her dental work done. This Summer if Methodose gets to practicing and someone tries to bring meth or coke into the life where my Dad just paid to get all of her teeth fixed. Their whole family will go to hell. She is almost 40 it has to stop at some point. With their internet gun harassment if someone does it again, like Tommy and his coke. When I filed for divorce. We arent talking just getting handcuffed this time. If they try to beat down us functioning one more time with their guns. I am fishing for 5 years in prison if he ever makes a connection with me on the internet again and does that with his gun. Tweeker
Tonya had to hire a lawyer from her divorce from that lawyer that hit her. Her Hospice Mom died. Even though my Dad is stopping at New York Life by 75 if she stays there in 20 years she will make enough money to buy a nice house on her own. She got a bunch of his stuff. I got a bag of clothes too. If Methodose gets to the spot awards I would wear this watch and a tie. It cost $995.00 A pawn shop would give $60.
January 31st
January 31st is the deadline to file W-2s using Business Services Online or to submit paper Form W-2. If this date falls on a Saturday, Sunday, or legal holiday, the deadline will be the next business day. January 31st is the deadline to distribute Forms W-2 to employee(s).
We are about to find out really quick what opening the LLC is going to do to this years taxes. I can see sitting on it and putting the entire 6k into my Roth IRA. With Adderall and I don't smoke with SSI I can pay my bills ongoing I should sit on the LLC money and let it grow in my Roth Account. The other option is open a business bank account using the EIN code I bought from the IRS and putting the 6k into it. I feel like not even having a practice schedule set up this 6k return with the EIN code isn't going anywhere. Its not the time to spend $150 to open it. - Eric
Me getting my social security turned on calls for peace of mind and peace and quite. Where I can pay my own bills all year and then we need to decide is Michelle going to get a job a keep it or is she going to do the work to collect SSI at age 40? It cant go on. I brought my Dad my bills every month in 2024. Personally for what has happened every time she has tried to keep a job, how my Dad has to stop working at 75 it would make sense if she applied for disability too and we got hers turned on.
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We still have $700 to spend on furniture from xmas. My Dad also said we could make a list and a handy man would come do work for us. Michelle's got a dentist appointment tomorrow. She will have 2 or 3 after this. 20 days and I can ask for Adderall back. I will probably go to the dentist by Spring. We need to get Michelle done first.
Health and Joy 2025!
I went to Quinton's girlfriends house in Beggs. I left trying to find the highway, got lost in a neighborhood, within 10 minutes of leaving that house 4 cops from that county had me sitting on the curb searching my Camry at the time for meth. When I was working at drug court I watched that guy pee that murdered Quinton twice a week. He always wore a boilermaker shirt. I told him I used to chill with Quinton and his Dad. Seriously within 10 minutes of leaving his house they searched my car. With this website I want it to create jobs for the four of us. My bands mates could drive to my house at 3am with their families and cops wouldn't see if they could try and catch them riding dirty. I could see creating jobs for our Wives on this Website too.
Eric's roth IRA New Years Eve 2024
Balances
$2,963.52
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As of 31-Dec-2024
6:21:47 AM ET
Dad - 27 years – $2,268,000.00 from his 7k a month
Eric - 61 years. At 1.2k a month it would be $878,400. If it was 3k a month which I think it will be if I stay clean and I never go back to smoking and I live until I am 100 SSI will give me $2,196,00 0.00.
That two million number was what it was like when I got it turned on the first time. It was 3k a month. I would have been getting 36k a year. If my Dad rented this house out it would cost 1.2k a month on rent.
Because of my injuries, lost organs, 8 fractures In my pelvis, its kind of a given I can get it turned on without a lawyer.
These are my Grandfathers words.
It would be illegal to live here without filling out the paper work. The equation can be adjusted the treasury prints off for every American citizen. In the event of a divorce there will be a replacement but If you go onto third doing that and your not married your debt will be really hard to fix. If you do have to get it turned on before your 65, don’t give a reason for your Dad to shut it off. I think he turned off because he hadn’t gotten his pension yet. Also he wouldn’t have had enough control if I had getting 2 million dollars set up in the 61 years left of my life. Honestly Meth was going on in her family. Her sister has 5 kids. If I had a son and he could get it like I can if I ever felt like I didn’t have enough control of keeping him healthy and safe I would turn it off too. Maybe by the time I am 45 we can figure out a way as a family unit to use my two million to adopt a boy. I also know if I was getting money every month it would make a man not a kid anymore.
40/1,000
1,000,000
If you count how many days I have quit cigarettes if I was paying $8.50 a pack for how many days I have been quit I haven't spent $19,091 of my Dad's money. Dr. Arkazola is like Women Saint that she trusted me with all of those pills it took to detox from cigarettes so I wasn't addicted to it. With me getting on disability it will stop the circle jerk of what Michelle and my Marriage has been. My Dad really does 40/1000 me. If I had my own money Methodose could work on stuff and disability would be enough where it would make our house function. At 39 I am thinking about adoption. I cant convince a girl to let me raise her kid a Johnson if am at 0 dollars in my checking account. SSI would stop the circle jerk and the way I have designed this website on what we are going to wake up everyday to work on. My Dad wont have a reason to shut my disability income off this time.
Blessings going into the new year. I was glad to get to the Cheap Trick Concert with my Dad. I am hoping in the new year having SSI will take huge pressure off. It will make me healthy in a way I cant describe. I really am praying that my four brothers will come over in the new year and we can start writing songs together again and work on covers.
When I get my Social Security turned on as long as illegal drugs doesnt come into it there will be no reason for my Dad to turn it off. For some reason when Alice told me I was in debt that made my Dad shut it off. Look if I could afford the yearly 6k property taxes my house would be in my name. That is the only reason it is the way it is. With it turned back on I can take my C2 stimulant again because I wont have to track my Dad down on a daily basis to get money to eat. I need to get one dentist appointment in to get my stuff figured out what needs addressed but I am waiting to have money. I dont want to go to the dentist having zero in my checking account. I am 39. Michelle still have two or three dentist appointments coming up. I would probably have it on 2 years before I try computer classes again. I am waiting for Bub to want to come over and play. I have taken the first step. Something is coming in the mail within 15 days to allow me in to type my letter.
I am glad I did this my first year of high school. I know I almost died but if I wouldn't have switched high schools I would have ended up getting a felony when I turned 18. Rachel dumped me for a good reason. I needed to straighten out and get clean.
My prescriptions are
1. Fluoride Tooth paste
2. Lithium.
3. Risperidone
4. Adderall
I quit cigarettes Nov 6 2018
I have smoked no weed in 5 years
Methodose LLC is going to be disabled owned. I am applying for SSI at 39. My brothers will eventually start working with me and I would like Kate Hansen to come over and see our home. That is so fucked up what happened to her kids Dad. We dont have guns Kate. We never have. You should come smoke with my wife! I miss hanging out with you dude.
If I get 6k on my taxes for filing an LLC, Methodose LLC.
I am going to use the 6k to do this: Berklee Online Certificate. It would take 3 12 week semesters.
$4,635
3 Courses (9 Credits)
Advance your drumming in rock, funk, and R&B settings, starting with musicianship and technique, and concluding with advanced improvisation.
I'm going to the social security office tomorrow. My Roth is at $3012.00. I am going to apply for disability. I am not in school and I don't have a job. I am pretty sure for filing the LLC the IRS is going to give me 6k. From my injuries when I was a kid I 100% can get them to turn my SSI on. I just need to apply and write an essay. They would re access after 2 years. For how my house is now we need to put some cash in it. It would make it to where my Dad doesn't have to write the checks for our bills. Maybe in 2 years they would feel like it wasn't justified anymore because of what I file on my taxes but how my life is right now I am confident I could do it without even needing a lawyer. I am going to go there in the morning. Michelle's next cavities in her teeth appointment is Jan 2nd. I want to be like my Mom she has 12k saved up in an account from having her SSI on. I peeped. You know what I was thinking? My tithing statements are coming soon. I am curious if I met 10% this year?
I dont think we need to buy a place to practice or build something at all. Lets just work in my small studio foamed room. The 6k I get from the IRS it will be enough to where I can separate from my Parents long enough to have private conversations with them of why I disserve it. I have done this before and they turned it off when Alice came here and went to the casino with my Dad. The 6k will be enough to separate from them long enough to apply and get approved. Look I really do feel like since Dr Arkazola trusted me with all of those pills and I could quit I could play the drums with my brothers and make it to 110 now. I needed to be drugged that way to quit. 6 years now. A c2 stimulant is my one thing. It makes me feel better. The lies about how Chip and Elsa work for NBC and I need a job makes me feel like shit. They dont work for NBC they never have. When I turned my SSI on my Dad turned it off. It would be 1.2k a month. I could pay for drum lessons on my own. I am telling you now Dad. It doesnt make me feel like shit. How you keep telling me to work on the computer and when I go to your office you say that they work for nbc is what messed up my blood pressure. This 6k will be enough to get away from your money so you can stop convincing me that you arent the one that got on the computer and turned the money off.
12/26/24
Michelle and I have $500 to spend at Winco and $700 to spend at a furniture store. Michelle and I got APC, Puscifer, Sessanta v 2.0 Primus floor seats. Dad and I are going to see Cheap Trick at the Hard Rock on Sunday. If I give SSI a list of my injuries I can get 1.2k a month. With the 6k the LLC is getting it would make it to where I don't have to go somewhere and only keep it for a year. That is how every job has been. It's because, I stay healthier if I stay at home and work. Permanent disability isn't a 100% thing I don't think I am getting a return for my LLC. I wonder how much Chip made at NBC this year? These series of concerts I need a bassist in my phone. If they start sending me a check it will be a circle jerk if I have nothing to work on.
I think the only Valcour track that hasnt come out of the woodwork yet is the dance beat instrumental. I keep thinking when I get it. Eric Clark should make a commercial we can post on the net of us chilling and practicing saying " We will play your birthday Party for $2,000.00". When I get it I am going to wait until I have video of us jamming. I am going to pay $40 to Eric to put it together for us. I need that instrumental first and pictures of everyone that is recent.
Methodose Daw'wag.
$800 to make the demo
That is what I am going to Title it.
Hebrew, The masculine noun דוג (dawwag) or דיג (dayyag), meaning fisherman Isaah 19:8, Ezekiel 47:10)
Chios was the birthplace of Homer. If we all keep our jobs I want to load Methodose gear on a plane, and do point A to point B with a rental van to play at a restaurant and package a dvd of the performance . Its a Island in Greece.
Eric Clark is on artwork for it. I am going to package a disc. To go along with our DVD.
2024 - The IRS will give me 6k for opening a LLC. I want to find out my SSI and DHS status. I feel like 20 hours a week working a register and SSI is what is going to happen in 2025
Edge 2024 Repairs
264,963 Mileage
Meke is a Christmas baby. Him and Wicket are buds. Zeaza honestly was being a terror. At this point I would say she isnt coming back. Its kind of like why I quit smoking. To decrease how much I ask my Dad for money because he wouldn't leave me alone and Michelle and I don't want to walk around town partnerless for the rest of our lives. My Dad's credit card is about to expire. Jan 5th I have to pay for our email addresses again. Honestly I have balanced out so much this year of what creates a debt between me and my Dad. I have earned getting my monthly bottle of amphetamine back. "adderall"
We’re writing to inform you that there have been updates to the enforcement of the Corporate Transparency Act. You may still file your report but please note that it is currently voluntary. More information from the Financial Crimes Enforcement Network (FinCEN) is available below. (A Ownership Status of the LLC)
This is good news. That it is a law now that its voluntary. Bub, Jed, and Evan were doing nothing to move forward on filing it. I was afraid it was going to affect us getting our return. I am serious Bub after we do our taxes, for our LLC I will pick you up once a week and give you $40 once a week. So we aren't doing this trip from Okmulgee to Broken Arrow broke.
As far as the pineal gland goes I did get a hold of 100 plus hits of LSD when I was a kid. I think that is why I like my Doctor to give me Adderall so much because on a day to day basis it makes me think straight. At the Vatican the cardinals and the pope talk to each other through prayer. The whole thing itself is hard to understand about that gland. Its why the government took Prayer out of public schools. It wasnt in Tulsa in County but on that acid I got we went up on stage in front of probably 5k on LSD. I really wish I had a recording of us doing that because I remember what it sounded like and if Richard at Virgin heard what we did I bet he would be convinced to use that million I had him put in a box for Michelle and I to find each other to use Methodose on putting albums out. He did that for me because APC was my idea and I got injured. I needed someone to do that for me with money because Rachel Keys had me arrested and how my Dad didnt give me any money to find a replacement I had a seizure. I earned having sex with Jennies friend Miranda by working at Mcdonalds for a year. I had sex with her with a condom. Michelle has been tested for every std in the book. Both her and I are clean. It would be impossible for our band to be the way we used to be with drugs to not go broke and get arrested. New beginnings. Lets make something that impresses the shit out of Richard.
There are parts of Canada where Specialists are allowed to treat ptsd with MDMA. They are doing Ketamine treatments at where Michelle used to get her meds. Because I am married I dont have to worry about Michelle breaking up with me and having me arrested. Its likely you will be confronted by a cop for any illegal drug but I will say MDMA was synthesized in 1912. I feel like if my SSI was on and I didnt have to drive anywhere I could make an argument how Michelle and I have reason why it would be healthy to be in the same house and both take an mdma pill. It was drilled through me to follow rules by freedom recovery and my Pharmacy diploma. My thing I am thinking about is how my Doctor could drug me up on a c2 stimulant, I could find a job, keep my point, play my instrument with my friends, and loose 100 pounds again because she straightens me out so much on a bottle of pills like that.
There is two things I am going to schedule in the Spring and pay for with my Dads credit card.
1. Put this fixture I bought a year ago in the ceiling in my office.
2. Have someone sod backyard with Bermuda
The landscaping has faded out from how we bought this house. I just want it to be bare grass and grow vegetables. No fescue. I am going to spread annual rye in the front. We have to sod it. I have put it off for 3 years so dad wouldn't have to pay for the truck bed full of sod.
I can sense that James Lambert and Matt Burrell did the OU Paster degree together. They talk shit about me because why they brought gay marriage Rachel talks about the drugs we used to do. Its one the reasons why they brought gay marriage into it so we would all get out of the church. Its one of the reasons why I was miserable at working medical jobs. Its also the reason why God gives them seizures when I tithe to where they work. That is why Mark has had these seizures. I can feel it. I saw Joanna Evans when I was ringing the bell. She went to Asbury when we were kids. She was my next door neighbor. I also saw Regina when I was ringing at a Reasors. Reasors has Pharmacies. Id like to be a cashier there again and eventually move into the pharmacy. I should be getting a tithing statement from Asbury.
I dont know who the seizure happened to, I can't sense it that well, from going Forward from Alice's cancer and God Punishing someone because of debt. But in the last hour I could sense someone sitting at their computer palpitating with hate the words "I hope you get cancer" and then they had a seizure. I didnt know that cancer was going to happen to Alice by tithing to Frank and Nancie's church. I was just telling you all how it lays out what will happen to a circle jerk in the bible. Seizure was next. That is what I said. The way I went through high school I was taught to understand it. I havent smoked in 6 years. Why would I get cancer? 40 / 1,000
My Mother in Law got the last of her things that were cancerous removed today. I found The Pastor I grew up with in OKC. I sent St. Lukes $1.00 at my point today. In the bible the order is tithe fish, cancer, debt, seizure. Cancer comes to us before seizure in the order of those things in a circle jerk. Is it wrong for me to say I sensed a seizure happened because God was punishing him when I sent Linda's OKC church $1.00 at my point. Is that wrong for me to say that? I am not trying to come off aggressive when I say it. I promise.
I am curious about it. There is a reason why someone in the Army Airforce did exercises with me on how to clean a house, do trash, so a house doesnt become a death trap, or cesspool. To take my Dads change to my checking account to grow up. How much money did my Dad give my Aunt where Elsa had a kid and they didnt have any money because Gary always rented to own a condo? I just feel like if he gave her that much to own it, I get this 6k for my LLC and I turn my SSI on in 2025 and he turns it off. God might punish someone again. Because I dont smoke there is no reason why he needs to control me by not having 1.2k a month on my own.
It wasnt the money they tithed that did that to me when I was doing that to chip with my knife on the computer when I was 19. It was God Punishing me. I remember reading Garys post before the internet was taken away from me. Its why I got hired at Mcdonalds before my Mom had a cop come to take me to get clean. Elsa a lot contributed to your parents divorce. That Mortgage. The Place of your wedding, where are Gary and Chips Dad? Why did you guys move to Minnesota? Elsa honestly it wouldnt surprise me if my Parents threw your Mom the money for rent for 6 months. Does she have her SSI on? Elsa tell your Dad that there wasnt a rational reason for them to get a divorce and he should live in that apartment with your mom. Is it a condo? It offends me that I figure that my Dad gave her the money to do that probably and Elsa didnt mail me a Christmas card to my house. Do they not know my address? He should apply to NBC once a day until the hire him. Do it through the mail. A stamp and a card would cost 2 bucks. Yours is so fancy. Why didnt I get one? We are cousins not brother and sister.
Intranet Gun Harassment, Coke, HIV. That is why I tithed to a Priest at
130 N. Magnolia Ave,
Orlando, FL 32801 all year
Niga Tweka Mutha Meka - Jonathon Adam Johnson :)
Someone write that Priest a Prescription. Honestly I could feel like my Dad was Praying telling me he had a seizure today. I wonder if he did? The debt from the medical bills he caused and the $600 to file for divorce is a debt he will never address. Bible - Debt / Seizure. That is how my Godfather taught it to me.
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How my Dad stopped us from having sex by turning my ssi off makes me as unhappy as when Tommy, Kenny, and Frankie, were posting their guns and calling. I did feel uncomfortable asking a man for a drug that would help my Wife and I want to be like that with each other. I eat because I am unhappy If my Dad eases up in the Summer on controlling me with money it wont fuck up my blood pressure this time Dr. Arkazola I promise. I really Did loose 100 pounds and I havent smoked in 6 years because of Amphetamine.
Porn in a house will eventually cause demise in a marriage. Remember when it was natural to master bate and it wasnt because you were watching porn?
If I wanted to be a Doctor Of Pharmacy I would need to get into OU in Norman. We cant even handle having a landline here, I couldn't be that far away from my Parents house and get through the school of becoming a Doctor. My Dad is going to tell me that my Uncle Mike is the way with Tim with money you would need to be to do it until he is 110. Honestly, they should ring up groceries and make the cash register their point.
Its the same thing about the lie that Chip and Elsa work for NBC. Tim and Elsa have made babies on these stories. It is a circle jerk. Its the reason why people have seizures or get cancer when people tithe.
In the event of a divorce there will be a replacement but if you do it a third time your debt will be really hard to fix.
Elsa and Chip wouldn't come to my funeral if I wouldn't like they didn't come to our wedding. At this point I am going to get a Tombstone made that says Chip works for NBC to make his family feel guilty that my hair went completely grey and my Dad wouldn't stop telling me that Chip works for NBC when either of their taxes have ever been affected by NBC
I'm serious Dad do not feel guilty that you cant afford for me to drive 45 min away for drum lessons every week. I am pretty sure Jeffs teacher Brian Cupp's store is Tulsa. Brian what do you think? Maybe next xmas present? 2025. This 6 thousand dollars for the LLC should go into my Roth and 1k for a roth for Michelle. Bub honestly my Dad will give me his credit card when I have to come pick you up. I am serious about 5k into mine dad from these taxes and 1k into one for Michelle. Mom cries when she has to tell me they work for NBC and they have a baby and they live in a State where Chips Parents arent. Everyone needs a dentist and it would be hard to be homeless and not get arrested. Its why she use this money on this years taxes for that. Put it where its safe and it grows. Like you said in a year I am going to have to pay Stacy to do it for me. With me you should exit doing that for Michelle and I with this 6k.
I can remember when I got my cashier job at reasors, I was working 20 hours a week, she had me drugged heavily on adderall. A really high dosage. She had me down to where I was skinny. My stomach was flat. Then my Dad started private messaging and when I went over there he told me chip works for NBC and Tim is a Pharmacist because I was tithing and people from churches were making it to where my stuff on the internet wasnt dead because I was tithing he had to tell me they were better than me and make me feel gay and ugly because he has to control my life with money so that I dont even feel like I am capable of master bating. It pissed me off so bad that she had to take me off of the pills that make me skinny because he torments me I do so much better than them. He turned off my SSI because If I have it on he cant control me with money and make me come over there so he can make me feel like in America people dont starve isnt true.
Most of them, Like Amber and the President of CCC. They should be ashamed of themselves that my Dad gave them 16k, I passed everything. Regardless if other people did my homework. I passed the tests and they made me not get a print of my diploma for 2 years, all they had to do is print it off. My Dad gave them 16k. For how much of an idiot they made me look they should go to hell. Because its 16 thousand dollars. Look at my transcript. How could I do that if I didnt try? There was a lot of people that should go to hell for how they treated me through that period of time. I am fine with getting on disability, only getting $14,400 a year, playing my drums, having a marriage, Kate realizing that I am so sorry what happened to her kids Father, and if Michelle had a bestie to smoke weed with, it would make my Parents feel better that she wasnt doing it alone, I would be fine with that amount, and work on our band. For what I was going through and they didnt let me back in the first time I tried, for how much money my Dad gave them, they made the right decision by not having that program anymore. All that would change if my Parents let me have SSI disability income, is my Dad wouldnt write the checks for my bills. He turned it off. I am getting tired for who I am and how much people shit on me.
I will be posting a tithing statement from an Anglican church in Minnesota and in Colorado. I am wondering if there was any positive affects in my Godfathers families life my tithing to a church in Colorado? I took communion with an Anglican priest. I did have a seizure because of knife internet harassment towards chip when I was 19 along with meth and mdma. I did not expect Chips mom to get cancer and die because I did that. Anglican Priests can absolve your sins. I just find it weird that I drive to the mail box everyday like my Grandpa taught me, My Dad made enough money to support two houses and retire and my Parents arent divorced.
I got 2.4k of my Grandparents money when they were both gone. Frank and Nancy didn't come to our wedding but they did give our marriage 6k. Our treadmill was 1.2k. My clothes being clean, hung up, organized, and put away makes me want to use jock itch cream, baby powder, and go a mile once a day for a while on the treadmill. We bought that treadmill with Franks money he gave us. Michelle fainted when she used it the first time. It was brain surgery, smoking, blow, and meth. That excercise equipment gave her a tool where she is in control without having to leave the house where she can take care of herself and do something that will make sure her body keeps working right.
A lot of times money won't fix what the problem is. The lack of money along with God is what fixes a lot of problems. What will happen now is I'll get my tithing Statements, I will post them, then we do our taxes. I am going to get a return for 6k for the LLC. I need to find a job running a cash register. My Roth IRA is worth 3k. So after we do our taxes I'll have nine thousand dollars. We asked for 1.5k of furniture. I am not getting drum lessons for xmas. What I am wondering in 2025 are things going to be balanced enough for Bub to come over and get to work? 9k is enough to where I don't need to rush to the social security office. Michelle is getting a bunch of cavities fixed the 2nd. My Dad is paying for it out of pocket. He didn't want us to have dental insurance when we don't pay our own bills. Merry Christmas
We have TARO health insurance this year. We have car insurance on both cars. Its past Dec 15th, getting health insurance has passed. My Dad is past 70. He enrolled for Medicare at the right age. I keep thinking about Alice's age and the social security office. It took me 5 different kind of prescription pills for about a year and a half to be drugged the right way to quit smoking. She would need health insurance for someone to afford to get her the pills to quit. She should find a job at a church and make it her point And report to that point. After a doctor cleans her of cancer. Use what is happening as a warning. If you don't quit you will not see your Grandkids get Married. It is creating a debt you cant get out of. Wellbutrin, C2 stimulant, Zolpidem :) Wellbutrin!
What do you think? If Methodose played restaurant at my house. Honestly guys with what goes on in the world with drugs would much rather use my Dads money to have a building where people eat. Also I cant leave to go somewhere to fail at college. I had my one semester at Berklee Online. At this point things need to balance out where we are working on our band. Like I said the mailbox is my point. I usually go to mail cash to a church before the Sun comes up. If we do drugs we cant drive and not get in trouble. If my Dad sees me at church even though you arent suppose to work on Sundays he'll tell me to work. Honestly I am curious what will happen if I just keep mailing them money for -the last 40 years if my Parents life. Same thing with Michelle's Grandparents church in Florida. Tithing/Cancer, Intranet - Gun / Tithing, Fish, Cancer. Debt - Seizure ...Apocrypha - Alcoholism. Maynard - Army Airforce, Jonathon
New Table cloth. In our LLC I want dinners to happen. I guarantee you if my Mom and Dad died no one from my family has ever called me. Honestly at this point I can say if I died my funeral might have 5 people at it. If I worked the front end at a retail pharmacy I could only handle 20 hours a week. I would do it on disability. Honestly I just want to turn my SSI on. Can you imagine if someone from our family actually did college long enough to be a doctor?
My Dad committed to getting us furniture. Drum Lessons and Berklee online is too much for right now. By not arguing that
I can keep this website up for another year. I am just going to continue being alive. Honestly I posted Tobit's Flock when I was 36. I am now 39, None of them have come over one time since I posted it to jam. I'm going to give it another year. Can you imagine what would happen if the government didnt give people money for opening an LLC? I know its all my Dad has left is pretending they have jobs. What I am saying is if I am right and the United States Government give Methodose LLC money, I offer to pick Bub up to jam and give him an allowance. If that isnt enough I am never going to work on this band again. I will write the State and close the LLC. Its what I would need to do. If you are 75 you cant do what my Dad does. He has been getting carried away in his last years One year. If he doesnt start working with me I am not going to throw my Dads money at his house anymore. Same with Evan too. Jed is always in. Its just that I cant get Evan and Bub to want to work on it.
I keep thinking about what would be a circle jerk about if I figured out a way to adopt a kid on SSI income year of annual It would only be $14,400 a year of annual income. Michelle's sister has made 5 kids with that number being the math. But with how I would have an LLC too. My Dad turned it off so he could control my life. Really all that it would be enough money to do is pay my 5 bills. Its such a boner killer that he cut off all my money and he just private messages me and talks about these jobs my cousins have where its 100% fake. Ive read the bible it would be a circle jerk if I was on SSI and I didnt work. I am getting tired of working so hard and having to constantly talk to my Dad about what Facebook says. Its getting close to where its been long enough to where they will let me turn it on again.
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I figure the reason why my Mom had a seizure when I tithed 10% of my monthly income from my SSI, until they figured it out I had it 0n, that is why God punished her and gave her a seizure when they turned it off. I didnt take her to the hospital she just needed to get drugged up. I ran to my house and got my zquil. That has happened to me so many times because when my Dad wouldn't leave me alone that I did it and got my own money and he torments me that I'm not an idiot.
There is many tithing statements to come. I find it interesting that I make the mail box my point and the man that my Dad made a habit to sit down with and have breakfast once a week to talk about how his daughter in law doesnt work got cancer and died. Also Mark has had two seizures now, I drummed on the rotation for 10 years, I started going to church there when I was 5 years old. Not one of them has told my Dad to approach them about getting a drum spot. He was hospitalized because of the seizure. I am saying this as their friend. This is only the money I mailed that church until July. Do you see the formation of what the circle jerk is?
I had Michelle drive to the post office and put a $1.00 envelope in the mail box. When she did that the guy my Dad talks shit about her to at breakfast got cancer and died within a couple of months. With my Uncle George he was border line like he was going to be violent with my Mom in her own house. I sent money that night, George got cancer and died within a couple months. Honestly, I wonder what Mark thinks of me and says about me behind my back that I tithe to our church systematically and it gives him seizures?
It wasn't because of Georges drinking why God gave him cancer when I did that. He shouldn't of acted violently angry in Grandpa' Son's wifes house. God I bet Grandpa and Grandma were equally in hell because of George's drinking as how every guy that would marry Pam was. Watch me make my Parents live into their hundreds with plenty of money to leave me.
In the Bible as far as Businessman / Doctor goes it does talk about a business being created by someone that didn't go to college that will swarm everything. Fucak Art Tra A Mart. That is what Walmart is. It does describe that there will be a Antiseptic made and that if you are a tweeker you will loose all of your teeth. That is the purpose of Listerine. To keep your mouth freakishly clean until a dentist can fix the problem. Listerine is the antiseptic in the Bible. Now what I said about MDMA the Pharmaceutical company that invented it tries to make it sound like its a magical thing. Jesus and the Dawgs that wrote the bible knew some sick mother fucker would use chemistry to make a drug that would do that to the sexual organs of the body. It explains it in the bible. In America where the White House is if a cop finds out someone is fucaking a girl on MDMA cops are going to plow through them and handcuff them. 40/1,000. With internet gun harassment it is just matter that murder is in their heart, they won't be able to leave their house without a cop handcuffing them, every girl will cut them off, and because their circle of criminal friends is all they think about in their cave, it will seem like they have no choice but to jack off thinking about guys. This equation can kill people. That is why Michelle's cousin had a seizure when I filed for divorce. Also its why her Uncle Kenny had a heat attack and died. Because of Intranet Gun Harassment. They did it to themselves. That is what the lyric they will die by their own hand means in A Perfect Circle lyrics I have done.
We do need to sign this as a group. I set something like this with Eric Clark and Ryan Swart, but Eric didn't have a girl friend, Ryan was talking about SSI and not even trying to get a cashier job. Honestly what happened is I cut off putting any more money into it, my Mom came into my house, and threw all evidence of that LLC away. That was when I turned my SSI on and my Dad turned it off. Not going any further with it was because the way it was is what the bible maps out a circle jerk is. I am telling you, the IRS is going to give me a return for opening a LLC. I have done this once before and stopped it. I presume I am the only one of the four of us that is legally married. Three of us graduated from a college program. Its close enough to where I want to share a business bank account with them and try and make money selling music and playing gigs.
Methodose L.L.C
When I was 15 years old, if someone was dying in my house and there was a fridge full of morphine, I would have been stupid enough to use it night after night until I burnt every bridge in my life. It's a poor mans heroin. Just with the integrity of being married, keeping a job, and not getting a divorce. I feel sorry for the darkness it must create in my Parents marriage that she sat there doing that night after night chatting with my Dad and he got her a job at New York Life. It makes me wonder why emsi shut down? For how much money my Dad networks through his office. Do you blame me, that we invited her into our house for Thanksgiving and I didn't let her get away with using her Mom's Morphine? It's a game of chess of why Elsa couldn't stop her parents from getting a divorce. I guarantee you that lawyer was using it too. It was so dysfunctional that he ended up hitting her. I really did work for drug court for a year until my Dad emailed the news and how much of a fuck up it made me look made me get fired.
This is my Father in Law and Michelle's Grandfather. In the beginning I wrote Richard at Virgin asking him to put a prayer of a girl from a Navy family that her Dad thought he could pay his own bills from selling weed would hook up with me and get married in a box with a million dollars in it. It was an experiment I wanted to ask someone that had multiples of billions of dollars to do. I used to think the same thing about slinging marijuana, vertigo. Invincible, the letter to the White House motioning to put it on all the States Ballets was in the same trip to the post office. My Father In Law isnt alive anymore. Its kind of like what my Grandpa said about my Aunt Teri that spied on the Russians. The military lasts for four years. What did they do to make money after the military? He was my father in law. I can say he had a huge problem that all he did was smoke weed and use a weed eater to mow 2 acres in the mountains. Michelle's Grandpa was really high up in the Army. Robert never even asked him for the money to buy equipment that could handle mowing something that big.
Wine! 25 days and I can ask Dr. Arkazola for my own pill bottle full of amphetamine pills for every month. I got off all controlled substances, stopped drinking, and stopped master bating for years until I remembered what my Grandfather whom was in the Amy Airforce taught me about the bank, the post office, and tithing. Aenima, the lyrics, and all of Bill Hicks words was 80% word for word a discussion I had with my 5th grade teacher after school. I assume Maynard did that for me because I was adopted by a Army Airforce family and having a family unit and a elementary school education is why so many people want their kids to grow up in America. If I go a whole another Summer without being prescribed it. My weight and concentration in a work setting will become ungodly.
We would like to work towards playing Tobit's Flock at Cain's ballroom for a rebanding show and z 104.5 host it. Be aware that its an idea to do that. Please set up a login for this website and enjoy the possibilities of being interactive with our band. This info hub is going to be the terminal whereby having a login you can follow what is happening to become a regular in the circle of people that come to our shows and enjoy a great time and feel good.
We have probably 15 pill bottles of vitamins in our house. The ones I have become routine about is C, D3, and Calcium. I do the D3 because I waisted so many years of my life being addicted to cigarettes and not knowing what I needed to quit that I take the D3 for damage control. I was a kid that had braces. People loose their teeth because of cigarettes. D3 strengthens your teeth.
My Parents took all of my text books out of my house when Michelle left. By the time she came back and I tried to pass the certification I had been out of the classroom for two years. I couldn't pass it. It's why it makes me think of the word faggity when all my Uncle Mike did through his whole career is drive his State Cop car around and arrest criminals. He sits there on Facebook and tells Tim it was hard work becoming a Pharmacist, my Dad told me that he did become a Pharmacist. I wonder what school he went to where he learned to pass the tests that Doctors take that make them a Doctor? My problem with it is we all know Tim had cops confront him because of something he was doing. I graduated from Medical School and my Dad still was making me apply at every Fast Food restaurant in town and my Wife's family posts their guns and calls my house. Yet Tim post pictures of drinking champaign and his Dad acknowledges that it is truthful that he is a Doctor. I cant stand how my Dad doesn't text me and all he would do is private message me. You know facebook does have stock. I have some facebook stock. What they were doing signifies zero dollars not evening mowing the lawn for thirty bucks. "Faggity"
Another thing I want to focus on with Methodose is being able to play a list long of songs with the equation of djembe, acoustic guitar, acoustic bass, Vocals. We could do sets like that on stage running it all through the PA but also, we could just meet in a park or street perform. If we can play that equation well it would open up gigs too. I can just say I would love for my four brothers to come over and have those kinds of sessions where we just completely express ourselves and get really venerable at being pretty. All of us being prescribed a c2 stimulant to think straight, making a pot of coffee, and work on that dynamic of playing as a group on top of being an incredible rock band like we always were. Michelle would lets us play late at my house if we worked on it with that equation of instruments. If we play electric things need to stop here at 8:30 or 9pm. Part of things working is acting like you have a job that requires a drug test.
Towards the end of having facebook, after all of the Men in Michelle's family died my Dad was private messaging me so much that I gave up on doing the math it requires to use social media and think straight. How he turned my SSI off, and how he was constantly controlling me, I stopped masturbating for more than two years because my Dad just sat there and private messaged me over and over again. I couldnt stand how he never texted me. Day after day the only form of communication was private messages on facebook. He was being so constant about private messaging me that when I got home from changing an adults diapers and handling poop I smashed my laptop because I knew he was just going to be sitting there at his computer, showing his teeth, getting ready to private message me. Honestly I am telling the truth. He forced me to be friends with fuck ups so much and he was being so gay about how he couldn't just sit on facebook and not say anything I had to get a doctor to drug my heavily because the way I felt chatting with him on the computer being a chain smoker was going to kill me. It was such a circle jerk and the way her family was to me with the internet gun harassment burned so many bridges that I have gotten to the point to where if they asked me for money I would hang up on them. It says in the bible you have to masturbate. With all of them, being connected to them on facebook did create a circle jerk. That is why they all died. Because they couldnt hide that they were doing illegal drugs and lying about how they didn't stay at their job. I get it I quit smoking because I was so connected to my Dad on it I was flaming to the point I knew if I didn't quit it was probable I would have a seizure. I am ready for practices at my house to happen and play shows all the time. I am not going mental anymore that my Dad sends me a message on the computer every night and doesnt text me. It was destroying my mental health. It was almost like the computer wouldnt think for itself because he private messaged me so much. It made me feel so dead inside I even felt uncomfortable getting undressed. He does it all year. He only gives me at the most $100 at a time. I felt like it was such a circle jerk I honestly feel like Tim Hansen died because I sent money to FUMC and caught a fish. I guess what I am trying to say is honestly my Dad being so gay on the computer is why I got to the point to where I havent smoked in 6 years. I need to find somewhere to drive to get paychecks. Working from home and getting paid is kind of out of reach for where I am at.
Elsa and Chip's son is 4. That kid is going to turn 18 and they are both going to still playing this pretend career land that Chip and Elsa work for NBC. Pat and Dad go along with it. They have lied about it for so long that my Mom cant tell fact from fiction on the matter anymore. Also its pretend that Chip can pay his own bills making videos about Brewing beer. Maybe he should get a job doing assembly or something. Try to make enough money to support his house without his Dad wiring him money. Honestly they all talk about how proud they are of them of the work they do for NBC and brewing videos. Its not fare that my Dad makes me try and get a real job and they just sit there playing pretend on facebook. Elsa will never make enough money to come visit me ever again if you guys dont stop. All of the work stories are so fake that I feel like they kind of need the internet taken away from them. Its making all of our parents that are still married have sexless marriages how the whole summer goes by and neither of them are even a cashier somewhere.
In this picture I am right as rain on the prescriptions of.
1. Fluoride 2. Lithium 3. Risperidone 4. Adderall
Patrick getting his truck searched is the same thing as me getting fired from Weaver Drug Testing. All of the boilermakers know how to make meth. They have all been caught. Over the years the police have tried to catch people riding dirty to systematically shut people having a meth lab down. If Bub, Evan, Jed, and I start playing 2 Oklahoma shows a month we will do it professional and clean as a whistle. They can drive to my family's road anytime and cops do not question it because this is a LLC now. With a little more work our IDs will be filed with the it Federally and signed papers at the bank.
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We are on week 12 of the Fall Berklee Online Semester. With how my Dad has clients for another year of renting his office I am sure sitting through a 12 week course on the computer is not going to help train me to work 5 days a week. I think driving a hour to Jeff's store once a week and being funded to do that is a point out of the house where I would be studying and out and about where I would be more likely to run across a job than if I spent 1.4k to sit on the computer for 12 weeks.
I am still waiting to hear from Jeff if he has a opening. I want the money for lessons for Christmas. I want Bub to start coming over once a week.
I do consider Berklee Online. If I enroll for another class through that I am going to have to buy a bunch of technology.
A c2 stimulant is life changing. It treats adhd and not being able to stay awake but also amphetamine stimulates your whole body. It changed my life in the way where I felt bloated 24 / 7 365 days a year. But it made start flexing my stomach again. It made me remember what it was like when Methodose would play shows, I would get a boner, and have sex. I feel like being married and having health insurance justifies taking medication that someone that isnt married and hasnt worked a shit load of crappy jobs probably cant be trusted with. My house, my Marriage, being head 3k in the stock market. Wouldnt happen if I didnt graduate from a college program. Taking medicine like this is going to keep the weight off Michelle and I so neither of us will become diabetic.
Happy Holidays 2024
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These are the Red Diamond DW Collector series drums I started Methodose with. We bought them for 2.8k when I was a Freshman in high school. I sold them to a friend for 3.2k. We put them in a storage unit to practice with two mesa rigs and all of our stuff got stolen the first night. Its why I like the idea of having private closed practices at my house. In my opinion practicing in a storage unit is not an environment where you are going to learn to play together well enough as a group to start making money as a band.
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I am sure that I want to take more lessons from Jeff and not Berklee Online. I want to get it to where Methodose is practicing once a week at my house. With my Dad's retirement he gets 3k a month for his pension plus 4k a month for social security. If he lives 40 more years his pension/ssi will shell out 3.3 million.
I am almost 40. It needs to be work and not school for me. This is an LLC now. I want everyone else to jump on board so we can start developing a catalog of originals and covers. Come on we need to play at least one gig in 2025!
With Jenna in Ashe County, she was calling when that happened. Alice says almost rewards her because she has been clean from being in Prison for 10 months. What I am wondering is if this guy she shot in the chest died and she got charged with murder, if she got out of prison from that would you still be friends with her? Tommy, Kenny, Frankie, They were all calling and flashing their guns to me during the day while I was at work like they were going to find me and shoot me. Kenny was doing that when I was working in a drug court lab. At what point do you say my family cant handle the responsibility of a firearm? Because the way we act with our guns makes us appear that we are the depths of what trash is in a dump. I just want to clarify to them if they aren't dead yet. Shooting people is illegal. The guns arent working out very well for them. Maybe they should try to disarm themselves, get the birth control pill, Because when they call Michelle and they act like that with their guns they ruin any chance that Michelle and I will get long term jobs.
Merry Christmas
If it turns out Jeff doesnt have a lesson opening I could see going into a 2nd Berklee Online class. Jeff is my first choice because I need to find a register to stand at and get paychecks. When I was at Warehouse Market I probably would still have that job today. I had it all set up I was in lessons and I was getting 25 hours a week. Then Michelle's brother got shot. Michelle was hospitalized and couldnt make it through my work shifts being alone. Now that things have balanced out and they arent flashing their guns. I feel like grocery store cashier and lessons with Jeff is what I need to get so all of this will stay on track.
I like taking adderall because when I take an amphetamine pill my thoughts dont race. I am loaded up on health insurance. On the note of Michelle being on it if she stays on it and uses the treadmill she is going to get skinny. I lost 100 lbs. when I first started taking it and I quit cigarettes. I choose to be with Jeff this year and not Berklee Online. Lessons with him is what I asked my Dad to pay for Christmas this year.
My Dad really did deliver Pizzas for Tom Ahlers in the 1960s. He adopted me from his 15 year old son in 1985. I am curious when the Ahlers broke off of being the owners of Pizza World? My Dad has talked about buying my Wife and I a business. The first idea was a liquor store. I feel like that would be toxic. What about a Pizza World in Broken Arrow with a music venue in it?
Christmas 2024 Notes
What will be interesting is to get all of this years tithing statements and see if what I tithed for Michelle and I is 10% of what my Roth has grown to.
I also wanted to admit that when I was 17 it was irresponsible for me to have sex with Sarahs friend Patty. I also wanted to admit there was this girl I invited into my house when Michelle left me before we were Married. This was 14 years ago but I wanted to go into the new year saying I was sorry I had sex with her. When she said she wanted to have sex with me in my house I should have said no. There was this 50 year old she slept with and he called me and said I raped her and threatened to get violent with me. She was on the same plane when I went to go get Michelle from N.C. She was going to the Holy Land with her dad. I have seen her in Broken Arrow. If she approached me and said hello I would tell her I should of turned her down because I much would of rathered just be hommies. Know what I mean?
Happy Holidays.
I can tell now all four of the email addresses to this URL are in use. Evan glad to have you aboard. Now that they are all in use I feel ok for using $250 to pay for the mailbox for another year. That happens Feb 5th. 2nd topic of Business, filing who owns it. Ill do just me guys this tax season. I will let the 6k sit in our account.
My office can't fit more people than the four of us. Its why to start practicing again and get into the groove of a routine of a schedule a combo amp for the guitar and run the bass / vocals through the pa is what makes the most sense. If it was a bass combo amp It might make sense. The point I am trying to get across our practices do not need to have huge rigs to express qualities of musicianship and playing in a group. Big rigs will take up to much space for practices.
It's 33 degrees outside. We got Meke a new coat. He would be disappointed if he couldn't go to the creek everyday even when its Winter.
I am going into tomorrow with $67.00 in cash. I am going to send $1.00 to a Orlando Anglican Parish in the morning. $1.00 to the Point Church in West Pensacola. Then save $5.00 for a penny slot at The River Spirit Casino. The plan is to go to Pei Wei to eat before the concert. I will have $60.00 to cover dinner. Whatever is left over from my cash after dinner we will put into slot machines. The Camry is easier to park so that is what we are taking. I filled it up with gas when we went grocery shopping. I am drinking a bottle of wine before I go to bed. Styx is at 8pm
Zeaza has been gone long enough where its becoming less likely she is going to show up again. Either she found a new home, or a wild animal killed her. She was a sweet cat. She slept under my arm for years we had to put her outside though. Every day she was pissing in the corner of the rooms of the office our bedroom. Now that it's just one cat and Meke it becomes more realistic that our marriage can take on the cost of our animals on our own. My Parents do plan on putting new carpet in this house every 10 years.
Michelle wants a gift card to Mathis Brothers to buy a new end table and love seat for the living room for Christmas. ($650)
I want to drive to Jeffs store for a year once a week for a lesson to be funded since I didnt enroll for a class.
Dr. Arkazola: I think straighter on adderall also with a heavy dosage ongoing I really like how it flattens my stomach because the medication suppresses my appetite so much and makes me really thin. Ill be working in lessons. Lessons with Jeff is like school. I have Taro insurance this year. It is $130.00 a month
Our LLC still stands. I would like a once a week practice at Michelle and my house Bub and Jed. Evan.
File your Beneficial Ownership Information Report
It's a federal requirement to provide information about who owns or controls your business.
Open your business bank account
After obtaining your EIN, open a business bank account to separate your personal and business transactions.
These are the two things that I need to work on for Methodose LLC. I dont have anymore time to sit around and get that paper signed. I am going to file that only I own it. I want to get back into drum lessons and the level of being broke with Bub has come to when the IRS gives me 6k for my LLC starting off I need to give Bub 20 bucks when he comes over and sets up for the day. I will do that with Evan too. This 6k is going to be enough to where we can practice again and record at Hank's I wanted to wait but I know now at this point it is supposed to be single ownership. That is my Monday night project after I go stand at a Kettle. We are going to buy a Christmas tree today. I'll post a picture of it.
Christmas is a magical time. We were given Jesus so that he will always restore hope, every year!
There is still 17 days left of Bell Ringing. Its possible for me to make 1.2k of my own money at it still. I need to do it. That one thousand plus the 6k the LLC is getting from the IRS. Its a push where I will be ready to get a job in 2025, keep it, go every day, and not go to the social security office. I told Bub he could come over new years and jam. Michelle is just going to give me a Adderall. I would love to enter the new year playing with my brother. Eric Clark could probably come over too and make a video.
It's 7am. I keep thinking about how its going to be 35 degrees and if I stand outside all day I am going to get sick. I need to go look at what is happening at that grocery store. I might should drive to Macys fulfillment. I need a job that lasts all year.
Happy Thanksgiving 2024
Mom made pies
With our LLC first year 6k return I think I am going to put 1k in Michelle's checking, she'll have to order checks, and write NYL securities a check for 1k so my Dad can open her a Roth. I'll put 1.5k from the 6k in mine but the rest is sitting pretty in the business bank account.
Assuming I am right and the IRS gives our L.L.C. 6k for our first year. i could see doing something where every time Bub or Evan come over to practice going to the bank and getting them both a $10 dollar bill. At least for a while. Maybe we should just look at it where we will have gas money. Because we are by far at a level where we are getting paid to play gigs.
Evan, Bub, for Christmas ask high end combo amps, I really do think its time for Evan to get a new bass. For xmas I am going to try and turn my XS high hat, crash, and ride into higher end cymbals. I am going to keep them for getting a student kit someday.
Pulses: Its a good reference to build bass lines over basic rock drums. " A Pulse"
A Thanksgiving excercise for Evan and Bub.
A half note equals 2 beats.
Try playing a high c note on the guitar for the half note and then on the quarter notes Evan play a low G note on the bass.
Do that at 140bpm
I want to do good enough where I keep a paying job. If you make underneath 155k a year your allowed to put 6k in a roth ira once a year. My Dad did that the whole time he worked at New York Life and when he retires soon on top of his pension and SSI he can turn his roth ira into a monthly check while it keeps growing. He built his roth to half a million. He got the 145k to buy my house out of his roth. The reason why I separated our bank accounts is because people in her family doing meth or coke, and posting their guns, calling, being terrorists. My Dad is going to talk to Michelle today about how she needs to look for a job. My parents will run out of money eventually if we dont learn how to handle our own bills. What I find Interesting is its happening just like the bible says it will. The stress level was really high with their drugs and their guns. That is why the next time Michelle has a job she needs to hold onto it. I get really stressed out hearing about how Elsa and Chip have paying jobs for NBC. But the way they are has made it to where the longest either of us has kept a job while we are married has been one year. Cocaine, Meth, and shooting people is illegal.
My Dad went over the credit card bill with me. He didnt get on to me about the 3k for the SUV. I did get on to me about how much was spent in one month at the liquor store. With us not on any controlled substances I dont feel like we were out of line for how we were. I just put liquor in my coffee, work on understanding how music works, and building our website. I dont like how Michelle smokes cigarettes. With stuff going on, like band practices, if I am working on music with a group and I dont do drugs. If you have a job, debt wont take advantage of you if when you drink you dont drink alone. I am getting 6k. I am on no cotrolled substances. I use a treadmill and lift barbells. It would benefit my health if my Dad doesnt turn my SSI off this time around. Let me have a band pops, work on Berklee, and we will earn a son. I like putting liquor in coffee at night. 12 months a year. Its hard to get away with it with no money in the Summer.
I found Michael tonight. He is the one that Ill get a interview from. Also he would be the one to rehire me. I want him to know if he puts me back on the schedule Ill work on learning how to ring up groceries and get good at it. In the Summer Ill show up. I would like to have bosses and coworkers in my phone, have coworkers over for dinner. If he puts me on the schedule Michelle will help me stay on track like keeping this house clean and making sure I eat like I am 39.
With work completed if we had a booking agent that had a office they could continue sending us out, finding bands to open for. I feel confident that Methodose would be able to eventually draw crowd more than one thousand. We have before. We will eventually need a booking agent. That is the only way that it will ever evolve to where we will get paid for playing live.
usually receives a commission of 10% - 15% of the artist’s gross earnings from the engagements booked
I do think Methodose needs someone that can play the piano fluently. I think its possible we should bring Justin Cowell in. He was the one that helped me make all of the Coldplay songs. Clocks! At the point we get a space big enough for 5 people and there is room for a piano Justin would balance out how the four of us lets just say it struggle with being addicts. I think we need him in our band. Ever since I sent Shellie Wallace a marriage request on Facebook and her family had a cop confront me, things like Joclyn and Aaron being in drug court. I havent brought up Justin being in our band because I am still working on the four of us functioning. June 28th 2012. That is how long I have been Married. Justin has a office here. Its almost time to rent a building and start working on it. I dont want to be a old man before we start popping out Methodose albums.
Jed, I am curious can you put on a metronome and count this? Evan can you? Aaron, can you? We were getting older, we needed a dentist, I needed to quit smoking, and I needed to stop taking benzodiazepines and amphetamine the way I was. The route that I acted like I was mad at my Dad for not letting me take, was abusing pills, collecting ssi before I am 70. Its the type of life that does make people loose all of their teeth or have a heart attack. Because they dont have a job. Its why I just want to start off simple working in a grocery store. Or Salvation Army all year long.
I am trying to get my cashier job back at this grocery store. I left because I was stressed out about school at TCC. I could do this and keep it so I had a building to drive to 5 days a week to work full time, 12 months a year, to get paychecks, to plow through good physical and dental health for Michelle and I. It's a store and if I kept it for 40 years it would be a point of building money to where I would have a substantial amount of cash saved up, and being able to pay for a kid's life would become realistic. I think that Rachel Burrell's Mom Carol shops here. I would take her groceries to her car once a week for 30 years. I walked by her when she was at my Reasors in Broken Arrow.
If I get hired at the grocery store I need to stay no controlled substances. I will give up on it if I have a bottle of pills every month to get high on. If I clean my glasses I realize my prescription is fine. My Dad pays for my health insurance. By 2026 I want Michelle and I working enough to where we can handle a health insurance and dental insurance bill on our own. Michelle is getting dental work done now. But how it is how we haven't made money all year, how I am almost 40 and I dont smoke. Im not thinking about getting high on pills and going to the dentist. I am thinking about earning enough money from a job where I can pay my own bills. Cash is more important than wasting time taking speed. I wont keep a job if I keep taking it.
It basically says in the Bible that if a Man gets caught having sex on MDMA they are going to get arrested. Sex like that will make you end up disabled. If Cops let guys get away with it in America they would just keep doing it. That drug being brought into America is why there is so many homes with kids on disability and they have 10 illegitimate kids. I have had girls Dad's have me arrested when I was having sex not being married and we broke up. Its why its 100% neccessary to know a cop if you have kids.
2024 possible contract provisions.
I posted Tobits Flock when I was 36 and still Bub hasnt come over amp and guitar once. I question if Evan is telling the truth he is dead but I can tell you Evan has not used his URL address yet. With the IRS giving us 6k I know Bub and Jed are into their email addresses now but I dont want to go to many more years without working on it. So the question is are we going to have to change Evan's name on our LLC paper work to a different bassist? I dont want to but I dont want to be 90 before we get back to work. So that is where that lies. We continue to build this website. I feel like we do need start talking about someone with money replacing Evan if it takes to much longer for him to come out of the woodwork. I dont think it should be Patrick. I saw him get his car searched. That is how long its been since he has had a job. If we replace Evan it needs to be someone that drives to a job Everyday. Its going to take years for Patrick to get to where he can keep a paying job. I saw him get his trucked searched.
My personal opinion about it is I should not need to give all members advances from our IRS 6k to commit to a practice schedule. We need to use this money to finish the recording process debt free, distribute it debt free, and Evan use his degree and work contacts to get our new work on as many radio stations as possible and network getting us in venues where the EDGE hosts why its happening.
With making Methodose an LLC, a lawyer filed the paperwork and our Legal Zoom profile is connected to his office. We are going to copywrite our songs, we will have the paperwork filed and if ever from Generations to come if someone profits using our music and its above fair use our lawyer's office will confront them and tell them they need to give us money.
These are things we need to develop Methods for our LLC.
Just like the document we are all going to file where the business bank account is. We all four need to sign a Recording agreement that as long as Hank does his work for us we will continue to work there and leave it debt free. Methodose was 1 fourth of the way paid for. Hector Backwoods left it 100% of their debt unpaid. How could we expect him to do the work in the studio where it will put us at a level where a record company will start paying us to gig a record unless we pay Hank to do his work? We will owe him $40 a hour. We need to type something up and all four sign it saying we will never fuck him over again. We need to pay him when we record.
Two things I am asking for Christmas is to use my Dad's credit card to have someone come spray the house and yard to control ants and insects. Also make a Mr. Sparky appointment and have them put this fixture in the ceiling in my office.
Working in grocery stores is where most of my work experience is from. I worked 40 hours a week as a cashier at a grocery store when I was a Jr. in highschool for 2 years.
As far as the music industry structure in 2024. Spotify and Itunes are leading avenues. Spotify is Swedish owned. I bet that my Dad could do something with my 3k where he could shift a couple hundred into spotify. Maybe he should. During the Summer my investments remained stagnate. In the Summer when schools arent in something entertainment wise in my portfolio might create growth of money during Summer.
Spotify
Spotify (and similar services) are leading another revolution in music sales. These interactive services are spearheading the business model transformation from a product-based to an access-based model. Many professionals in the industry think that this might enable the business to be much larger than ever before. Some predict it could become a $100 billion business within the next 10 years.
Every time the music gets played, somebody gets paid.
I feel like a million bucks I am 6 years off cigs. Do the math at lets say $8 pack, a pack a day. Its why getting a new truck is going to eventually happen. I had all of my dental problems fixed smoking caused. I am stocked up on prescription fluoride. He just wrote it. I probably will get a Adderall prescription again. I feel dry not having it.
My Parents got their lights put up. Its a 250k house and its paid off. Because I have my house here when my Parents get brittle because we live within a mile from each other it creates a family unit just like my grandfather taught me where I am never going to have to put them in a home. I can walk to their house from my house. I can still remember when I spent 4 days in jail, my cell mate was going to prison for murder. The night I got out I drove into BA and I found where I wanted my Dad to move us. He was just starting at New York Life. I broke the rules with to many people in the house I grew up in for it not to be a living hell for the rest of my life if we didn't move. I picked the Greeley house for my Dad to buy to raise a marriage in. We would of been fuck ups if my Dad bought us our house now when we first met. With my IRS 6k for the LLC I can see my Dad trusting me to let SSI give me 1.2k a month of my own money. 5 bills, gas, groceries
My Roth IRA :
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I have $60 of the $105.00 deposit I need for my LLC bank account. The ownership contract we are going to file of the four of us is going to give us the
asset of 6k from the IRS.
Ive been clean for years. I drank Southern Comfort last night. I have health insurance. When I can stay home I function better on a C2 stimulant. Off cigarettes for 6 years. I dont want to see Tonya die. I hope this is a trigger for her. Because she chats with my Dad, my Parents sleep in separate beds, and she talks to my Dad about how she can be a job reference and she has most likely been putting her Moms morphine in her body since she was put at home on hospice. Was that lawyer doing it too? I could post meetings that happen in Sapulpa. Its not fair she gets a shot at a job like that and she asked a agents son for Morphine.
Rachel, remember how we were when we were 16? If we would have been drug tested there would have been a slu of drugs in both of our systems. I have to talk about. If I let people play my Father like that he wont live until 110, it will kill both of my parents, and destroy my marriage. In what world do you live in where you can keep a job with drugs in your system that arent prescriptions? This is why EMSI shut down. Its why I dont trust my Wife to visit her family.
Our first house really was in tweekerville. You know just in apartments alone crack, lsd, mdma, meth there avenues in low income areas where everyone has a drug dealer in their phone. Its why all of Michelles family in Orlando where my Dad did his pension ceremony, none of them have real teeth anymore. That is how bad they all just kept using. I wonder if Tonyas most recent marriage failed because of how they were all doing morphine? My Dad is going to pretend like he wouldnt disown me if my Mom had a couple weeks to live and I asked the person that was babysitting her to bring me her morphine and wording it like I was going to take it, not go to work, and stay in my apartment and get fucked up on morphine. Then my Dad brings more. Maybe that is why her and that lawyer got in a fight and he hit her. It was coming from a pharmacy because she was dying but I know what she was doing. What makes me mad is I could put on a tie and go answer phones all day at the job my Dad got her. Yet she does Morphine and I am on the street corner collecting change for drug addicts and homeless people. Michelle is getting dental work done there has been some drug use with her. I am legally married to her. I am wondering if my Dad sits there chatting with Tonya offering to pay for her to go to the dentist? Has she asked yet? Because she asked me for Morphine. If I am right she wont be able stop without help. A lot happened in year. Do you sense there is drug use going on?
The bible kind of says to stay safe a girl stays home and the boy has a point and goes out to that point and works. It looks like my Dad got more clients so it will be another year before adopting a boy will be brought up again. Here we go for another Summer of him being glued to the computer. If Michelle worked somewhere like the fumc pre school we would be golden for multiple school years. If we get her a job we need to keep her in an environment where tweekers and drug addicts cant get. The thing about what it says in the bible about a back up, about a kid being brought into a marriage needs the security if something happens to one of my Parents who is the replacement? Sex in a marriage with a kid cant be normal unless you establish that. That is why we wont adopt until my Dad retires. All of this stuff about morphine I think about Rachel Burell a lot I think I saw Rachel Keys drive by my neighborhood today. I wonder sometimes if Matt was telling the truth about how they have a little girl? I think about Regina and Mckenzie how she is grown up now. Bubs kid is 18. Jeds kids are getting older too. I think about Kate Hansen sometimes too. Its a lot of stuff. Since we got married there has been 3 people that did that to me with a gun over the net, the type of drugs they do. The music they listen to. All we have is cell phones. They were all trying to give me a seizure with their guns and the internet. They are that stupid. The way you make it to where old people dont have to go to nursing homes is drugs can only be prescriptions and you have to have life going on in your house all year. I find it weird they do meth and they have kids. I find it weird that his drug dealer sent Michelle a picture of his dick and then on kid 3 he goes and stays at another girls parents house. I am thinking about how I can work and build up enough where putting a kid through college and buying him a house is a reality. Its pretty much established if my Dad leaves this Earth, I will get my house, I will get 300k, and there will be no one to turn my SSI off. As far as going to Orlando or West Jefferson ever again it has gotten to the point with drugs and guns where I am not going to enter it. My Dad is that way with a lot of my Moms family. Jesus Jenna called the night she shot that guy. Meth is a common occurrence there all of the men died. Honestly if Michelle's sister didnt have kids I would say in the event that we adopt a boy and something happens to Michelle Ashleigh would be my back up. It cant be that way though she is on kid 5. Happy Thanks Giving. I am going to work on my class today. Just from reading the bible I don't see how they don't understand that being heinous with a gun, the internet, and the phone will result in a seizure when you run out of money. It describes the same thing about having sex on MDMA. When you run out money shit will hit the fan if you do that. Its probably been felony after felony their whole adult life.
Intro To Music Business Berklee Lesson 1 talk:
As far as doing something where this LLC will form into Entrepreneurship if we were functioning as a group I would pay a monthly bill on internet distribution where things like YouTube view plays would accumulate cents in our account. Methods like that have been formulated since Steve Jobs made ITUNES to overcome how peer to peer sharing was illegal. Part of my Roth IRA is in Apples Stock.
Working a Kettle there is still 25 7 hour days. i am going tomorrow. My LLC filing is going to be on my taxes this year but besides that going into this I am only at making probably $100.00 this year.
We would get arrested if we got caught giving Tonya weed and she didnt have a card. She wasnt healthy enough to smoke a gram of pot and she ended up in the hospital. What I am wondering is the drugs the Pharmacy that Tonya manipulated my Dad to bring her for her Parents did my Dad pay the copay on the morphine? There was a years supply in that fridge. That is why I drove to the post office after I got pulled over. I explained there was to many things going on that wasnt legal for me to go change them in the morning. I sent my Dads office the ticket too. Did my Dad pay the copay on it?
Tonya has one kid, like 20 years old. My Dad picked up more clients like Justin Elkington from someone retiring. He is an assistant soccer coach at OSU. He was our waiter at ZIOS when I was a little kid and he played on the roughnecks. I dont smoke weed because it causes pauperism. I learned my lesson. It happened when I was a kid too. As far as Tonya staying after my Dad retires so she can make money for her kids I have to keep Michelle in check making sure she doesnt use where its dangerous. Morphine can be detected in the system for varying durations based on the type of drug test. It can be detectable in blood for up to three days, in urine for up to three days, in saliva for up to four days, and in hair follicles for up to ninety days after use. Is there any reason to not throw it all away now that her Mom passed? Its why I didnt want to go back the 3rd day Dad. She will end up in the hospital if she doesnt stop. She used to be my boss. We did drug testing in a office together.
4 week no tuition Sample Class - Introduction To Music Business
Just things like how Michelle and I have a treadmill and have 10 lbs barbells. I need to drive to Jeffs store once a week for lessons before I want to pay for another class. Just increments to where there will be a weekly practice / dinner at my house. I am not thinking about the false pretenses of the hell facebook had become. The stress level of watching the feed and the phone calls basically killed a lot of people. I am also not thinking about how I can put Tonyas name on a job application and they can call her and tell them I can work. All she needs to tell them is she made me climb through a dumpster and I quit EMSI and the whole company shut down. Does she make more than $1,200 a month? Because seriously my Dad calls her more than he calls me. Forget Tonya ever calling me. She never would. What job can I get where I cant do it without Tonya? Because my Dad is sure Pharmacists arent Doctors. I just want to play my drums in my band, turn my social security on so I dont end up with 5 marriages and a bunch of illegitimate kids. With how it is my Psychiatrist had to drug me heavily to quit smoking. In wording things in English my Dad hid that he was at Tonya's apartment when I called, he tried to hide the day her Moms funeral was. I told my Dad to wear his most expensive suit to the funeral home. I am going to show up in a tie. How long has it been for how dysfunctional it is since she has been able to show up to be the receptionist at New York Life? What would happen to that guy that she married if I sent money to a Anglican Priest today?
I put most of my Grandpa's pictures back at my Parents because I thought it would help my Mom remember what made their marriage possible just like it helped me remember the lessons he taught me of how to be freakishly clean, do that in America with the post office and the bank, your Dad will be able to afford to let you go as far as you want in school. He taught me for my fishing pole to be my weapon and to systematically kill them by not having gun and tithing. Dave is the one that explained to me to never let the catch you riding dirty. Its why anytime I went to Michelles Parents house I flew. Because of how the drugs and alcohol are on top of guns and Alice left Walmart.
I did this with an LLC with Hubert's Quill. I realized that I didn't want to share a bank account with guys where it wasn't organized in the past where it was formed enough where it could be respected without money. I used that 6k to separate from my Dad long enough to where I got my social security turned on. It was $1,200 a month. The only thing that my Dad does that is abusive to me is he doesnt admit that I had injuries where I do qualify for disability. Him being like that is why it has made impeccable of being the heart beat of a band. Moving forward all four of our jobs are within our LLC. Once I open this bank account will my Dad let our LLC be one forth disabled owned and not turn my disability off because I have a job to work on?
Powerful Product - E.P. Tobits Flock
Proper Perspective - We are all four aware that while this contract of ownership status of our LLC is going to provide the asset of 6k for our band in a bank account we all four know that wont last very long if we all don't individually have paying jobs.
Professional Attitude- Even if our band only earns $100 a week if we are clean, sober, and law abiding Berklee EDU will take us far!
Sheet Music
I would like to pay Jeff Hale and Jeffrey Jones to create sheet music for Tobit's Flock. $150 a piece from our 6k. We need to Understand the past in order to move into the future.
Just like John has to be drug tested because of the kind of Doctor he is "Druggist" I am confident if I wouldnt have done what I did NYL would have drug tested Tonya and she would have had a Poor mans heroin which is Morphine in her system. I am sure she was dipping into her Moms meds because her Mom stopped treatment to go and die at home. My Dad pushes me around about how I did some school and I know what I am talking about. Suzies son has a law suit about money at the court house. Their family is equally as dysfunctional and because my Dad stops me from putting them in their place. My Mom looses her grasp on what is true and she looses confidence in her ability to drive. What is happening to Tonya is not because she didnt have a job. It's because, she wasnt clean. It would end my Marriage and kill my Parents if I used my Dad's million to open a Pharmacy. I did a 9 month program and I graduated, I worked for drug court. He still treats me like I am poor and he emails his friends at the news and gets them to talk about me so I loose my job.
I have my Dad's credit card because we went to Charlestons last night. We are going grocery shopping today. Michelle and I both getting trims today. Our first Taro bill came in the mail for 2024. It makes our pills affordable. Trust me
Ford Edge repairs 2024
There was stuff that was urgent on my SUV inspection when I took it in for the headlight. Stuff where it isnt sellable how it is now. For it to keep going we have to put 3.3k into it. Its a lot of stuff. Its all urgent. Like the SUV will stop working unless we do the stuff on the list. So that is my Christmas present. I would still really like drum lessons from Jeff. If I get strong enough at this its possible a spot will open at Jeffs store for me to get paychecks.
Why didn't Tonya walk over there to get the morphine? Why did she have my Dad deliver more? After she asked me to bring it to her and there is video cameras in her parent's apartment where its monitored.
Monday, I need to go to the Salvation Army and get my Pay card. The line was massive after orientation and not everyone was going to even get a kettle on the first day. Its a short year for Kettle workers this year. It started the day after Halloween years before. Also my Edge is at Team One getting wiring fixed for the headlight. They are going to give me a quote on everything wrong with it. That being part of their business is going to give my Dad an idea of how long until I need something else to work in. With bell ringing I need $150.00 to open my business bank account. My Dad wont let me do better than my Mom's sister kids so unless I get a job in Fast Food or something he won't admit I am in school designed to let people do what I am doing. It's going to be hard for him to admit that I am working because I can play an instrument and he can't put me in lessons ongoing unless I work somewhere where there is a cash register. Its why I consider everyday applying for disability so that I have the cash without my Dad for Jeff to help me move forward on my instrument. He can't acknowledge they are going to give me 6k even though he got a business degree in college, and he works at New York life. Because it is a job and still none of the people, he sits their chatting with me about has made money all year. That is why he cant talk to me about it because he feels like it would be a sin to let me do better than them because I work on school.
Jed my PA has two speakers. I think maybe this 6k that the IRS is giving our LLC for our first year I could see buying Evan and Bub combo amps. If we get a building to teach they are going to need them for their studios there anyway. Combo amps is how it needs to be for our once a week practices. Hopefully xmas will get them stuff.
I think the reason why I keep sending an Anglican Parish money in Orlando is because when it comes down to it Cocaine use is the root of why I had no choice but to file for divorce. I think the reason why I send the Priest money in Orlando is to start developing a system where the cocaine and the internet gun harassment can never affect my marriage in a detrimental way ever again. Its being boated in from outside the United States. I guarantee you they have guns. Regardless of if it was in sodas in Pharmacies in America at one point it is so illegal now that if you get caught with it by Authorities you are going to most likely do hard time. That is why I give that Parish in Orlando money. I am not going to let that scenario ruin my marriage and kill me.
I would like to get a custom rack to be able to mount my desk top xylophone over my three floor toms.
The purpose of our L.L.C. is to create a Family Unit. The question is how big can our Unit get?
The last time I worked at Reasors Bub and his Dad came through my register. I tithed to a Methodist Church in Okmulgee
after that. I think what it came down to with his Dad is 1. When that illegal was trying to kill me he followed me all the way to where Bubs families property is. Life flight and those cops could tell he was trying to kill me. That is why he got deported. He isnt in America anymore. 2. Bubs Dad smoked cigarettes. I know for how my Dad works at New York Life life insurance companies make insuring people that smokes cigs very expensive because it creates a debt that people can't get out of and they most likely wont live past 70. Its why I will never start again. I am sure Evan, Bub, and Jed haven't quit yet. I'll be able to walk all three of through it now that I figured out how.
Something that my Grandfather taught me about our Army Airforce family is in the event of a divorce there will be a replacement but if you are having sex not being married and then you move onto a third having sex your debt is going to be really hard to fix. My Father in Law didn't use a bank, he dealt drugs, and because of that his debt got so bad that his debt gave him a heart attack. Its getting iffy that her family is going to be able to deal with how much its going to cost to keep that house in the mountains afloat. Especially with 5 grandkids. Their internet posts about how they are trying to sell 2 acres of land for 70 grand looks like they are trying to sell their house. The figures for 2 acres would be more like 10k not 70k. My first house cost 70k. Who in their right mind would subdivide that land when Rusty is doing Meth in that house? Like I said Terry and Frank are the only people left that can keep it afloat. What are their grades like in school? How often does Alice drive to where her checking account is?
I have been tithing to Victory Christian in Tulsa and OKC all year. I have had one time stands with Renee Williams and with this girl names Alisha. I think the reason why I send that church in Tulsa money because they were high school students there. It was irresponsible of me to pretend like it was mature and adult to have sex when were weren't even going steady. I send money to the one in OKC because the girl I wrote fix you about lives there with her husband. I think I send the OKC entity of that church money is because she was also a student there in high school and while I haven't talked to her in probably 20 years, I know she is going to Law School at TU and I guess I thought their prayers would contribute to her thinking straight and completing something that I think takes 7 years. Also, Gods protection of her being able to handle the financial stress of how much the tuition is to complete a law degree. I wish her the best of luck and when I get older, and I write a Auto Biography about all the songs I wrote. It would look so much more attractive if I said that song is about a Lawyer I grew up with and not a social worker. That is why I tithe to both Victorys. Even though I slept with all of them. I am married. I am not going to skip town, so I don't run into my x girlfriends while I am out working. Alicia called a ambulance when she saw me at Walgreens. I don't know why? She dumped me quick in my early 20s when we made out and had sex two or three times. I am sorry if seeing me triggered you into making you feel like you needed an ambulance because of how we weren't respecting the temples of our bodies by being like that with each other when we were kids.
All life belongs to God. Human life is especially sacred because we are created in God's image, and because Jesus came to give us new and abundant life in him. Christians, therefore, should act with reverence toward all living things, and with special regard to the sanctity of human life.
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As far as stuff lining up from my Wedding Alice told Michelle that Sabre and Zach kissed and made up. I am pretty sure how it lined up they completed their divorce. I am wondering if they have gone to the courthouse yet so they can file their taxes jointly? I wonder about that. They all talk like Ashleigh would have to divorce Michael in order to Marry someone else. Trust me the government wouldn't question it. If she has a wedding again and she doesn't file it at the courthouse I am going to have the person she Marrys handcuffed. I propose she gets on birth control, buys some new clothes, gets back in school, and makes a strict prescription only rule about that house. People in her family do control their money in a way where I know someone pays the mortgage. Ashleigh when the adults are gone I will not help you if Mother Fuckers are doing Meth in your house. Make that rule about no illegal drugs. Put your hair in pig tales baby and graduate from that Jr. College. I bet Ashleigh would promise she wouldnt have sex without birth control if Gaylene would get Terry to give her enough money for one class a semester at the West Jefferson jr college. He does Meth Ashleigh do not marry him. Our debt will just keep getting worse and worse. Stop lying about how he drives to Taco Bell everyday after he rinses his false teeth and get paychecks.
With Michelle's cousins Tommy he very well knows and senses the intranet tests pressure points. By him posting his gun and constantly calling he was trying to harm me. That is why I filed for divorce and started sending the church we were married in money. That is why God punished him and gave him a seizure because of his debt when I quoted the bible.
I think that's why Katy shot Frankie and people that work and have jobs did it the way they did. How is it possible Frankie dealt cars when he skipped a court date in N.C. for beating someone up? Do you think he wouldn't have a warrant if he skipped a court date? If someone was doing that with their gun in an apartment I would kick them to the curb. The point of me telling this story is Kenny also made me loose my job at drug court because of intranet gun harassment. I have to keep a job so I can eat. Don't let your tweeker trash do that to me with their guns again.
I did the math of how much this website is going to cost my Dad per year for how it is set up now. We are at $850.00 a year. Domain, 4 email addresses, brand maker, and $43 a month business plan. We need to get Evan hooked up to what this is, Stay clean, pills only, no one end up on the news getting arrested. My Dad will pay for this. He is retiring. He has nothing better to do than to help us do really well as long as we stay out of trouble. I am encouraging fishing licenses for 2025.
I am working on Berklee Online Introduction To Music Business for the next four weeks. I had my Salvation Army Orientation this morning. They are doing Paycards this year not paper checks. Just like on an unemployment benefits card I will be taking the card and transferring each week pay into my checking. I am going to get the $105.00 deposit for the LLC business bank account from working this job for the next month and a half.
My Grandpa told me how obnoxious Dad and Dave are almost faggits when I was little. With Tonya my Dad had her bring her pot. Two cops were just chilling at the bank out of their cars. Just hanging out on a weekend night. She was hospitalized within 6 hours, then came her wedding, I wasnt invited, Then I chilled with her Parents for a day. On the second day she asked me to bring her some of her Mom's morphine to her apartment. That is why I didnt go back the third day. My Dad texted me at 5am and told me how disappointed he was in me. I wasnt going to watch her die when I knew that was going on. I sent George a letter about how when we all three listened to Kiss Me by Six Pense non the Richer and I told him I tithed to a Priest about absolving her sins and how listenting to that song almost makes you feel like you are closer heaven doesnt it? She died the morning after I put it in the mailbox. I wont be invited to her funeral I couldnt even afford to go to my grandfathers funeral. What it comes down to with Tonya and why my Dad has a hard time letting it go is in order for me to become a Pharmacist we would have to buy a house in Norman. Our houses are here. Still Elsa doesnt work for NBC and Tim isnt a doctor. Its heaven not being on facebook with them.
I found looking for religious reason why when Alice was here she told Michelle and I we were in debt in a house that my Dad paid for, my Dad turned my SSI off when she left, the next day I went to my Parents house and God punished my Mom by giving her a small seizure. I asked why? Just like when I wrote Fix You. My Mom was there when Alice told us we were in debt. I asked God why? Moving on, years later. Alice has a boyfriend. He deals drugs in the State he lives in without a license. In Florida that is a felony. I found it interesting that Alice had cancer removed within 6 months that I sent my Father in Laws parents church money once a day. I think that Michelles Grandparents would agree Alice would be a better Women if she planned on her Marriage resuming when she dies of old age and goes to heaven. Because honestly having sex with someone that the only thing he does on his own to get money isnt licensed and legal will eventually make her debt so bad that she wont get to see her Grandkids grow up and get Married. I think thats why she had to have some cancer removed because I kept sending that Baptist church bills of money.
With Elsa and Chip, my Dad sees that what is happening is trash and a living hell. It has been since their wedding was at a brewery. I can feel Chip trying to beat me down by getting my family to think hes better than me in all ways every time it happens. My Dad sits there and see they are living in hell and he forces me to let them get away with it. Amanda isnt even married. What I am wondering is how much has Elsa and Chip filed on their taxes for annual income since they got married? Because honestly they work as much at a job as I did when I just sat in that apartment when I was 19 doing illegal drugs and trust me I got handcuffed and I had a seizure. Every Summer my Dad sits there glued to the computer while my Moms sisters call her and my Dad lets them get away with making it seem like they have a job and I dont. It is all fictitious in other words imaginary. Honestly my Dad is retiring this year. I feel like since my Dad drove us to see Chip and Elsa have a Marriage license. They haven't worked one job not even cashier this whole time. My entire family pretends like he makes money making videos on his computer. Do you want know what I honestly think. I think because it was harming the health of my Parents marriage of him getting away with it I think that by me tithing systematically to an Anglican Priest in Minnesota is what made Chips Mom get cancer and die. Because seriously John tells everyone he hates my Dad, Teri says he is abusive. I say John is a thief and Teri is fat and poor. Watch me tithe systematically all through my Parents Retirment. I am not going to let you guys fuck with my Parents Marriage. Being connected to my Moms siblings on Facebook was a living hell. Its all fictitious. The military only lasts for four years. Tim is not a Doctor and Chip and Elsa have never worked for NBC. Chip may call me brother. But its affecting all of our lives he wont even be a cashier and all he does is makes videos about something that is so toxic it kills millions of people. Apocrypha - Alcoholism , Tithing, Fish - Cancer.
I am getting ready to stick with working at a kettle for a month and a half. Play my drums every day. We need start thinking about how to get Chip to put on a tie everyday and stop lying about how he works for NBC. I really do think that Berklee Online would be great structure that was non fictional places of making ways to where we arent at 0 dollars. Seriously if they gave me something to do that lasted all year long I would work for Salvation Army for at least 5 years. That is why I want to stick with working at a kettle until the Dec. 24th. What about Tim and Dan? I just want to remind everyone I am getting the $105 for the deposit on the LLC bank account from my job. I am pretty sure the IRS is giving us 6k on my taxes. Lets work on this website and start writing a album this Winter.
This is how the ownership of our LLC is filed. If I wanted to change it I would have to file an amendment with the State. Past 6k on this return if we accumulate money in this account the IRS will be aware of the money and there is lawyer that is aware that each of the four of us is entitled to one forth our money if we divide the money and stop. I am afraid to have more than me on the name of the account. Because Falcon is the leader and the treasurer. If a record company gave us 50k all decisions about money would require a phone a call and me drive to the bank and get it out of our account. That is what a treasurer does. I am afraid that we are so good that someday someone will give us a large amount of money and something like Mike Dikes did to me with 1k when I was a kid will happen with our money. Its why the IRS and a lawyer are involved with the business of us making money now. To complete this LLC filing all four of us need to sign that paper, file our licenses and ss cards on legal zoom. I don't know how soon its possible for us to gather to do it. We might have to do our taxes late on the matter. I would never ask for famous bands to give us money for songs we wrote for them and they made albums out of. But if someone like Virgin was going to sign our LLC to a deal, the four of us, I would type an essay from memory from all the songs that were made from my Parents house in South Tulsa and they made millions for companies. I would do that for Richard and explain to him how it happened if he offered to fund us putting albums into mass production and getting us gigs that would fund supporting all four of our homes.
My Christmas 2024
I'm asking for 12 months of lessons with Jeff for Christmas 2024. It would be 48 lessons and it would be checks written up to $960.00. That is what I want. I feel like at Greeley if I would have tried to get Bub to come over once a week all the way from Beggs he wouldn't have. That house was to poor, my kit was pawn shop, I needed to learn how to be clean, leave the house, and go to a building and get paychecks. How Patrick got his truck searched before my vary eyes and also Bubs Dad got so unwell he died. I can tell that the police and people suspect that there is illegal drugs going on. Why would he have gotten his car searched if they didn't think that? By taking lessons from Jeff I will get off my Computer, it will be a hour drive, it will be one on one. Its what I want and also for Christmas I want Bub, Evan, and Jed to start coming over. IDK just how Jeds brother was in drug court, and he died. With all of it if we get a building we will have to keep shit like that out of our business all the way until our last supper to make it to where we are "allowed to work and make money."
All that I was doing that night was driving to Fiesta Mart at 3am to get a soda. I had taken a Adderall at midnight probably. It does not need to be like that with having practices in BA. Within one year Shannon Shell was sleeping at my house sometimes she got 5 years. My Dad is retiring. Someone will have a heart attack if people come over, break the law, and not try and work. Even past 70 when you retire, you still have to work, or life will become a circle jerk. Why would they have searched his truck in this scenario if they weren't trying to find meth? I am telling you my Dad will not help us with money if we don't stick to prescription drugs only from a doctor.
This is my Berklee Online portal. Ideally I want to be in a lesson once a week with Jeff the next time I take a class towards my Professional Drum Certificate. Being in that which will cost 4.5k in tuition makes me want to go to the social security office less and just go talk to my Dad every night. But if I was a Berklee Online student and I was on disability and also my LLC was disabled owned it would affect my taxes every year. I could go as far as a doctorate at Berklee and the government would give me a boost. I could get back to where I could Run a couple miles without stopping.
Will you be there?
This is Zeeza. When my Dad bought our house from the courthouse the house beside us was empty. The previous owner rented that house out. There is a new owner there now. Living there with his family. Zeeza was abandoned in that house. My Mom volunteered our house to bring that cat in. Meke is massive and to avoid him she shits in the bedroom and in my office not using the boxes. We have made her sleep outside in the last week because of the problem. I have my Dads credit card right now. I am going to buy her a box to keep in our room. If I dont do something I am going to have to find someone with a barn to let her grow old in. She sleeps with me every night. She doesnt want to go through the house to use the boxes because the Dog bullies her.
I just saw Tobi. I wondered where he went. Honestly, I thought my Mom came over and found a different home for him when I had to have the cops come and control what was happening because of cocaine and internet gun harassment. I had been wondering for a while if he was still alive. So my Marriage is restored we have a dog and two cats. I wouldnt want to take on anymore animals than that to pay for the vet visits and food. He is a beautiful cat he was fixed and he was caught up on all of his shots when he stopped sleeping here.
I am curious where we are at on organization? I would like for Eric Clark to help us make a guitar video introducing Bub's primary instrument to our LLC. We can make it in my office. Bub just needs to brainstorm. I need Evan's phone number and I need all three of your mailing addresses. We are approaching tax time. With filing it with the four of us we will have a bank account with 6k in it. What I am going to do is file on legal zoom and at the bank is only my name is going to be on the account. Honestly at this point we arent even getting together. I am going to type it up this week. Ill get the $105 to open the account from working at Salvation Army. We could make a video for Jed and Evan too introducing their primary instruments towards Methodose L.L.C.
My thing for tomorrow is I am going to call Berklee Boston Campus and talk about getting the abridged class for Introduction To Music Business connected to me on my Berklee profile. Its one of 10 or so classes where you take them, they are four weeks long, and you even have a teacher. The tuition for these 4 week classes is zero dollars. Bub should do the music theory one. I think what they are for is to get students set up to where they are ready to take online classes that has to do with playing an instrument before they pay the sum of 15 hundred dollars just for one class.
I also need to get my headlight fixed tomorrow. I want Pizza Hut for dinner tonight.
Pelo Telefone - I struggle to play Samba Patterns and do it well. I would say that is my weakness on the drums is playing, understanding, and creating things to do on the kit using a Samba pattern. I could see Methodose doing a song in a slow paced samba pattern. Kind of like a slow dance. But far away from Brazilian Afro Cuban Samba feel. Pelo Telefone is pretty much considered the founding recording that marketed the Samba groove. I learned that in the Samba Week of Drum Set Fundamentals through Berklee Online.
Direct us, O Lord, in all our doings with your most gracious favor, and further us with your continual help; that in all our work begun, continued, and ended in you, we may glorify your Holy name, and finally, through your mercy, obtain everlasting life; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.
And the priests made a prayer whilst, the sacrifice was consuming, I say, both the priests and all the rest, Jonathon beginning, and the rest answering thereunto, as Neemias did.
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It is cozy putting Baileys in coffee at night during the holidays. Its harder to be like that with alcohol in the Summer. The stress level would be even hirer for me because every night before the following day my Dad would let all of them get away with lying about having paying jobs when he figures out away to push me out of the house for the next day. If I had traffic coming over and we were making Methodose albums at Valcour and doing internet distributions album after album like the Melvins and get people to love our band that way I would probably drink more in the Summer. Its been crises mode every Summer and my Dad pushes me hard so they cant overtake me. I honestly felt like getting drunk and getting cozy until our lights got put up. I want to do that with the four of my brothers. I want traffic for our band to come here and us work on stuff constantly. I wonder if they follow how many Melvins albums have been put out? I found where you can apply for NBC in Minnesota. I kind of want to mail the link to my cousin's husband because to this day neither of their taxes have ever been affected by NBC. How can they expect to not run out of money with a baby when neither of them ever have jobs? I went to their wedding party when I worked at Whirpool overnights. I have never heard of Chip do one thing that pays except get money from his Parents and make videos on his computer. Im curious how long Elsa thinks that will get by without shit hitting the fan? Are they getting health insurance from NBC? My Salvation Army orientation is the 13th. I start the 16th.
The pink flyer from our first show that Evan and I made at a 24 hour kinkos is going to be placed here. I need the image from Delaney.
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My Parents church, they started me at FUMC when we moved here, I think because I was born in a Methodist Hospital, that is why they chose Methodism to have a church to keep. The Ahler's are Catholic. My Mom was raised in a Catholic school. They vote at a BA Catholic church. I could see them switching to a Catholic church. Its things like, the church I was Married in, the church I grew up in, my Parents work was part of the adults that paid off the 3-million-dollar mortgage on the new sanctuary. I think that is one of the reasons why they are not quick to try different churches. My Dad is kind of like my grandpa. He went to his Lutheran Church his whole marriage. It says in the bible that people will scurry when Gay Marriage is brought into a church. Sometimes I honestly wonder if my Parents went to that Cath - O - Lic church, they had a priest, and they took communion with Wine. Would they do things like sleep in the same bed? For most of Michelle's family we dont want to give them money because just like you turn a kids ssi off to stop them from fucaking, if we give them money they will think its alright to make more babies past 5. But I will say. Michelle and I are sleeping in the same bed, we do things like make out now. The combination of tweekers, guns, and everyone we were hanging out with leaving fumc because of gay marriage left us lost.
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Right now our prescriptions are at 3 different pharmacies. Michelle and I both take pills to help us function. Our C2 stimulants, if we both get a prescription filled in the same month of it's approved by the same person. It wasn't organized when I was quitting smoking. Michelle went to Laurette and I was at strength of mind. Now we are at the same place. With paying more a month on health insurance it's going to be interesting watching the math happen of us hitting our out of pocket really quick because of the monthly bill and then all of our stuff will be zero money besides the monthly bill. It will even be that way on the copays of our appointments because its $120.00 a month roughly.
A wild - bear chase, didst never see? Then hast thou lived in vain. Thy richest bump of glorious glee, Lies desert in thy brain. - A.L.
Give the water no passage; neither a wicked Women liberty to go abroad.
With showing the world occasionally the video of North Korea marching or showing people that Islamic terrorist group marching military style that think they can get away with Killing Donald Trump President Elect. I just want to remind everyone that system of the bible arranges things that someday when Jesus descends from the Heavens Isreal will start marching and America will be their muscle. I can't believe those Mother Fuckers think they are going to get away with that. They sum up the phrase God Fucking Dammit. I have so much respect for President Trump for how so many people are trying to kill him and he just won the Presidential race.
Vertigo - Fucak Art Tra A Mart | Niga Tweka / Mutha Meka
Methodose is praying for a cease fire in the Middle East.
To be not to seem to be
It's our Method of Music and we are giving people a dose of it. Methodose
- Eric Johnson
Christmas Lights Up On Casa De Johnson
2024 A.D.
Supplication: Plea or Prayer - I have strong belief that Drums, Guitar, Bass, and Voice are instruments that can be a job and make people thrive.
qurah - 2024 - Eric and Michelle's marriage and house got a new roof.
My Dad bought me my house for 145k, The property taxes are 6k a year. I dont think we will be able to afford to move again how my Dad is retiring. I think it is possible that eventually my LLC could get a building either in my backyard or in a business area in Broken Arrow.
The 5th commandment is Honor your Father and Mother. The mountains also and foundations of the earth shall be shaken with trembling, when the Lord looketh upon them.
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When things become a circle jerk if people don't make the decision to work through their turmoil, if they don't find their point debt can kill people. Debt can give you a seizure and if you aren't right with God other people tithing can give you cancer. Music that beats people down and makes them not want to work does not help people stay out of debt. It just makes addiction problems worse and doesnt make people want to be clean. Having a drug a dealer is so unclean it will put you behind bars.
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In confession, I acknowledge my sins in repentance before God and receive his forgiveness. I should pray with humility, love, and a ready openness to hear and do God's will.
He that is merciful will lend unto his neighbour; and he that strengtheneth his hand keepeth the commandments.
I am just going to start talking about it because once Bub gets the three of them to sign that and I have copies of everyones ss cards and drivers licenses the IRS giving us 6k is going to become a reality.
$2,000.00 would pay for 50 hours at Hanks. What about saying $1,000 to put a disc and distribution together. I say we buy a sub woofer and 2 floor monitors for my PA. Buy Evan and Bub good combo amps.
If we do that with this 6k we will be set up where we can do things like play parties with our own PA. Combo amps will make them mobile. Guys if we are clean there is nothing stopping us from playing 20 shows a year. I think playing a birthday party and getting paid 1k to do it would be a way our bank account would have cash flow. If we have SUB and Evan just has a combo amp the sound will be full and round. If we played a party with our own PA my friend Eric Clark would run sound and out of 1k we would give him $100. I am going to pay him to do the photography and some artwork for this album. Them giving us this 6k is going to make it to where we are back in business.
I am signing up for : Taro Direct Primary Care Silver Plan tomorrow. St. Francis, St. Johns, and Strength of Mind takes it.
It is going to save us a truck load of money on our pills. The bill will be $137.64 a month. I am going to call tomorrow.
Right now I am drinking Southern Comfort in my coffee. I am going to tithe $10 in the morning.
Tonight, Michelle got us 2 things of baileys so we can have creamy liquor in our coffee. She bought us both a bottle of wine so I can lay off the zquil. I really did give so many name brand clothes to Goodwill because they were skinny clothes and I am not skinny if my Doctor doesn't have me on adderall. I am in the process of buying some new clothes. Not to work in just day to day life. Drum Lessons or whatever. Our guy is putting up our xmas lights tomorrow. Bubs kid is 18 now. He voted for the first time today. I can remember bringing Michelle to his place and his son was in diapers. I really want Bub to come over amp and guitar once a week to start and us spend years on it. Spend a lifetime on it. His kid is 18 but you have to remember Bub is 10 years older than me. If we had stuff making money going on I still think I will bring a boy into my Marriage if we had our own money. I want Jed and Evan to start coming over too.
My plan for the next year is take lessons from Jeff. Past that if I was getting SSI payments the stress level in the Summers would go down. Things like my Dad just sits there talking about how Kaitlin and Brian work and Michelle doesnt. The truth of the matter is they cant vote anymore. When we were kids I wanted Kaitlin to be at our front door 5 days a week and I wanted her to have time for me past all of her popularity. 155 counts of fraud, 5 years. I tried to do the thing with Shannon Shell where she was at my house everyday, we had a band, and I was the only guy she slept with. 20 pot plants, 5 years. With the people in Michelles family with their guns and their calls. I bet they want to kill me even more knowing I can still vote. With Bub he lives with his Mom. His kid is 18. In 15 years he will be 65. I just think about how we are getting 6k for being an LLC. How it makes me vulnerable applying for disability and if I do again and you shut it off. In 40 years when I buy your tombstone. I am going to put on it he was the biggest control freak in the world. I spent two years not sleeping with a girl every night because how Shannon fucked up what her and I were doing. Methodose wont do that to me. This is what I think without doing any back ground checks. I think all four of us can vote. I think that Angie can't because how she tried to take that register on with a gun with Sam. I want to get my SSI turned on so I can go to the store in the Summer without having to go over to my Parents house and get my Dads cash. I could get it turned on and they could keep it on until I am 110. I think its hard to think like that because all of these people that fucked up so bad dont have the mental capacity to have 1.2k a month of their own and not get arrested from dealing drugs. Wiga Smiga. Dad I want lessons from Jeff for Christmas. Keep me in them. Disabled or not regardless he can put me at a level where no drummer will be able to come close what I am doing with my band. I think I am retiring from Bell Ringing. I might go a couple of days. I am just playing my drums today. I wish Bub was over with a amp and guitar. We could just run Evan through the PA. Evan is the kind of person where is own money is so unbalanced and he is so addicted to cigarettes. If he has a pro amp but no band he has a really big problem with pawining his gear.
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My Dad had this built for me at my first house. That house cost us 70k. I would like to get something like this built that was sound proofed at our house now for the four of us in Methodose to practice in. If it was soundproofed we could play at 3am and not bother anyone. We could hire the same guy to do it. I would like to screen in the patio here too.
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Evan please email me your Tulsa Broadcasting School photos for our info hub. I bet if you had a job in radio in Tulsa and life wasn't a nightly party you would find enough maturity to be able to stick with the same radio job and not quit or leave it.
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Just because I am posting how I graduated from this 9-month Pharmacy Technology diploma dad it doesnt mean I want to go work at someone's apartment under the table changing diapers for adults. I could see trying to get a cashier job at a Walgreens or a CVS in 2025 to pay my 5 bills. Dad me going to school and becoming a pharmacist to open my own Pharmacy isn't realistic. It would be so much God Damn money that you and Mom wouldn't die wealthy at 110. I want to do Berklee Online and graduate. Maybe get a Doctorate from Berklee. You and Mom would want to stick around until 110 for that. I think I should try and get a cashier job at a retail Pharmacy. I could see doing that, taking a lesson from Jeff once a week, and there being a once-a-week Methodose practice.
The tuition for that diploma was 16k. My Dad sent them a check every month for $900.00 for me to be able to finish it and make it to the graduation ceremony a year and 3 months late without any student loans. Its kind of what I want the 4 of us in Methodose to do in Berklee Online. The first thing my Grandpa said to me when I talked to him for the last time is, "your in school right?" If we all four do it, follow the rules, and have our legal marriages in a Country that is built off the system of the bible. Us all graduating from Berklee Online will make it where our LLC will have some way where it generates earned income by jobs that have to do with being in a band. That is what Berklee is designed to do.
I would like to raise a boy. These are pictures of me with my Dad and Grandfather. SSI wouldnt be enough to raise a kid but it would be a start. I would get 14.4k a year if I had disability. I could get it because of my injuries. I think he is afraid to not be able to control with me with money because of the way drugs and alcohol were when I was a kid.
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Halloween
2024
The treasury is a part of our Government system. Just like SSI or DHS. The IRS taxes people and keep track on how much people make so that it isnt possible for someone within our own Country to become more powerful than the Government by making their own Government within the United States. I dont know who would be the better President. All I know is the 70k people that were at Trumps rally if they all got social security turned on and spent money at Lowes my stock would go up. If they used the money the treasury prints to buy Mcdonalds my stock would make money. I think its possible Harris would be a better President than Trump. But they should not be mad about how he would give Billionaires tax cuts. Someone with that much money lives in America too and they need to work and make money too.
The Pineal Gland, the third eye. All of us being connected. Its about Jesus. Everyone will get to heaven if they live by the book. 40/1,000 - 1,000,000.00
1 Corinthians 16:2 On the first day of every week, each of you is to put something aside and store it up, as he may prosper, so that there will be no collecting when I come.
Methodose L.L.C.
Profits and Purpose?
Who are stakeholders?
What role of business would this LLC have if we bought a building outside of our homes?
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Ask the Lord for you to be a person of integrity.
Help the poor for the commandment's sake and turn him not away because of his poverty.
When the risen Lord Jesus returns to judge the Earth, he will raise all the dead to bodily life. The righteous will receive eternal life. When wicked will then receive eternal condemnation.
Another thing I wanted to figure out with this website while I put my liquor in my coffee. How many 39 year olds are there out there that were raised in a Army Airforce family? They deleted that part of the Army when the Governments of the world set a standard where there will never be a World War again. I am curious. Covid - 19, I quoted the bible to save my marriage. What I am wondering is when our host organizes the six of our company. With us quoting the bible the whole way through it. Will it make them decide on a permanent seize fire until someone else has to quote it? Only quote it a 2nd time if you have to.
My Prescription for Winter is
1. 600mg Lithium
3. 3mg Risperidone
I need to go see if my Prescription fluoride has been filled. I am glad she gave me a lot of Lithium pills for over the Winter. This prescription I feel like I would do good at being able to work. It makes me feel like a million bucks and there is nothing to abuse.
I am looking forward to going to my Doctors appointment not after controlled substances. I am still at a point where I text Bub and he doesnt respond. As far as balancing the business of this LLC out and addressing debt. Hank told me they never paid him one cent for the Hector Backwoods recordings. Also I really did see Patrick get his trucked searched at Fiesta Mart coming into BA at 4am one morning. I just feel like its stuff that needs to be talked about in order for Bub to feel healthy enough to start working, drive to my house all the time, and get where when Evan gets a job in radio, we are mature so the job doesnt stop for him. I want this to form to where we will be doing a once a week practice at my house with Jed, Bub, Evan, and I. Guys when I get 6k back for LLCing us on my taxes. Lets make a album and play Seth Myers, 7 shows with APC, and a couple shows with the Out Trio.
I was thinking more about what I am going to do when they give me 6k for opening my LLC. In my Roth IRA 6k would turn into 24k in 18 years. I am thinking I am going to put the whole 6k into my Roth IRA. This year is the year is the time to do it because after my Dad retires I think I am going to have to pay to have new things done to it as far as adjusting investments. I am getting into lessons with Jeff for Christmas. By 2026 SSI would let me turn mine back on but I am hoping I can find a job that I can do and keep. Id like a promotion at Salvation Army!
Pre Doctors Appointment - Eric
Michelle kind of made me realize that I need to keep going on not convincing my Doctor I need a controlled substance. I was so fucked up and unbalanced when I needed all of those pills to quit smoking but now that I have stopped for years getting amphetamine would just give me something else to be excuses to have a reason to not work. People that get those kinds of meds month after month really have no option but to turn their SSI on when they are a kid. I am going to have her raise my dosage on my anti psychotic to 4mg but that is it. This is the time of year where I could find a job that will last all through 2025 and on. I can not work full time if I get amphetamine. I just cant now that I am clean I admit my will to not abuse pills isnt strong enough for what that drug is. If I get it again tomorrow I will just go another three months not getting a job and keeping it. I am not disabled I promise.
I am going to my Physiatrist tomorrow to get my Prescription and then I will go get my pills from my Pharmacist. We have enough red worms to go to the pond one more time before November hits. What it will be tomorrow is we will each take a amphetamine pill and maybe Michelle will get a fish tomorrow. We have one more trip there. We still need our Fall 2024 Glory fish.
I went grocery shopping this morning and then my Dad got onto me about the credit card bill. My annual income this year is going to get probably 6.5k return on my taxes. I question all these people did that have fake jobs all year long. Now that I am paying a monthly bill on someone to host our website on a business plan. Its going to become moving forward now. Now that we are becoming established again I dont think there will be harm in keeping working a kettle as a point. Its earned income that affects SSI and matters to the IRS. Its so much more than the lies of working for NBC or being a Doctor.
They should do it too. It will give them all reason to deposit checks into the bank for 4 weeks. I am going to get 6k back on my taxes this year. They have to stop lying about how they make money doing stuff that they don't really do. Its so pretend
its going to get to the point that none of them will ever be able to have sex again without having to worry about people trying to stop them from fucaking. In the event of a divorce there will be a replacement and a second marriage after a divorce but if you move onto a third having sex without being married. People like my Dad will make it harder and harder to act like my Father has a job. They need to stop lying. Ill be honest everyone. I am going to ask for Adderall from Maria Arquisola, M.D. on Monday so I can play my drums and think straight.
I have the poles in the car. After I bleach down the master bedroom sinks, I am going to floss, use Listerine, and gum care mouth wash. I am waiting for my Prescription Fluoride to be refilled at Walgreens. I sent six ones to the Victory Church in OKC after I got groceries. I would become unhealthy if I was on a c2 stimulant and there was no food in the house. Also for me its really important to have zquil when I have amphetamine. It creates balance using Benadryl where I sleep even though I take a stimulant through the day. When I was quitting smoking I was on Ambien and Adderall. It would be to risky now that I am clean to try and stay on a work/instrument schedule with two controlled substances every month.
My Roth IRA
$3,038.62
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As of 27-Oct-2024 07:10:32 AM ET
That is how much of my own money that I have tucked away. It would be a sin in my Dads eyes if I got 40 dollars out of his bill fold and I say something about how they are all liars about how they have jobs. With how it is I am absolutely sure it would be a bad idea to have a kid with how this is. I cant work one day without her getting drunk, I cant go one summer without being told my cousins have jobs and I don't. God when my Grandma left me a couple thousand dollars it was such a huge stress release. Her family is also glued to their computer just waiting to show me their guns.
40/1,000
1,000,000.00
10%
I am telling you I have our LLC designed with the 6 of us. They are giving me money, the IRS. God what if the six of us did a seminary program, got a building, and started a church? Something. This monthly bill my Dad pays for that is $43 it will keep us in balancing a forward motion. Don't post to much at one time. All 6 of us go put money in our checking accounts every day, get stamps and move at least one dollar to a church once a day. Being like that is the lesson my grandfather taught me that how I talked about it in the 5th grade and that is so much of what the lyrics from Aeinma say. God will not let people get away with fucking with us if we tithe systematically.
I don't know what to say about how I was fishing with my Wife at Hunter Park on Saturday, I came home and saw News how Iran shot missiles into Israel. Its about to be Christmas. We have to close up. Christmas lights are going up. People are allowed to be at home and not at work. This thing about my moms network of her sisters is not justified. They all got divorces, and their kids aren't telling the truth about being capable of going to a store and working at a cash register. That is why none of them even have 1k of their own money. Jed I am teaching you how no one will fuck with us because God wont let them get away with it. Tonight, when I get the credit card so I can pay to get my pills Monday I will drive to the mail box and put cash with this url into the mail for a church. My heaven is growing and their hell is getting deeper and deeper by me systematically tithing.
Michelle and I both have the Anglican Catechism book. I think it would be chill if all members of our L.L.C. went Anglican.
My Mom and Dad need to ask Michelle where she got that lady to write her the marijuana prescription that lasts two years. No one would say anything if my Mom came into our house and got my Dad pot but if it goes on and we are talking about how we are smoking pot and we need to work if you dont have a card and a cop confronts you about it you can get a drug charge. Wouldn't it suck if my Parents have as much money as they do, they try to smoke pot without someone having a prescription, and a cop confronts them about it and gives someone a drug charge. If someone gave someone pot and they didn't have a prescription, someone ends up in the hospital, a cop would most likely confront the person about giving someone pot without a prescription.
This winter I am just going to take my risperidone, lithium, and Adderall. I dont smoke pot. I feel good with my prescriptions. Because I dont have to worry about being in public when I am on them because they arent illegal because a doctor gives me my pills.
John Pottorf, Harley Barnard, and I were in a elementary school Sunday school class where it started to be pushed on us to read the whole bible. I went on a lot of vacations with John. We even took him to Dogwood Acres fishing with the Boyds. I always wish John and I would have stayed close. If he is married now I could see planning a trip there again to go fishing as adults. I just want him to know he was pretty much my brother growing up and if he still wanted to come to my house, drink liquor, and sleep in the guest room I would want him to do that. I feel the same way about how I want stuff going on with him as I do with Harley. Guys I think we should go Anglican.
On the matter of taking lessons from Jeff for a year. I have the whole 12-week class that I took through Berklee organized. I am going to be drilling this shit with my tutor for the next year. God Fucking Dammit when my Parents pay 15 hundred bucks again for me to take Drum Set Performance 101 to go towards a credit for my Professional Drum Certificate by God, I am going to pass it with flying colors after I get a lot of 1 on 1 with Jeff. He is why I kept up in Band.
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I have two things of Red Worms so we can go fishing once more before November hits. My fishing license doesn't expire until March but its about to be cold. I am curious if I can get one more. This little bluegill is most likely not my glory fish.
These are the books I am working out of with my Berklee Online tutor Jeffrey Jones starting in January.
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When I go to my physiatrist in four days I am going to have her send prescriptions for
1.Resperidone
2. Lithium
3. Adderall
To Michelle and My Pharmacist John.
I feel like I will function better through the winter months with a c2 stimulant.
I have decided when I get 6k for opening our LLC. 1.8k is going into my Roth. Check to Michelle for $500. Then 4.7k is going into our EIN account we are going to use it to make our first album with the 6 of us! Valcour Sound
I wonder if since I sent the first email about A.P.C. and the rough drafts for the 13th step vocals were my doing. Would Billy, Josh, and Maynard, Let Methodose tag along for a 7 show tour so we could try and make some money with this first album we are going to make with the 6 of us? Also Keir is going to get a degree through Berklee Online. He is wondering since I choose you was Eric's doing is Sara Bareilles interested in doing a small tour when the 6 of us form?
Yes I wrote FIX You about Rachel Dorsett but I also wrote Pretty Little Poison about Michelle. I had to do something. How I was successful at working when I was a kid and how they were all beating me down I had to put an idea about Michelle and I out there. We are Married. Rachel Burrell is also Married.
God Turned it Around also when I quoted the Bible. My inspiration for putting that idea out there was I played drums at Faith United Methodist the first 10 years of Michelle and my Marriage. It was my volunteer job. Keir's and Harley's instruments for this L.L.C. comes from influence from ongoing work from the church I grew up in and also was Married in. I wanted someone black that works at a church to do God Turned It Around. I can't stand how people think I am racist just because I called black people out on being criminals when we were kids.
I put my Sponge Bob and Patrick Halloween outfit on. Ej, Harley, and I had a friend in high school that was gay. His name was Patrick. I always think about how he was a gay person that I could get drunk with. He had a job at a cafe in the mall. I sent me a video when Rachel Broke up with me of him giving head to a guy. It was really annoying he tricked me into opening that on my computer. I wanted to find him and punch him I was so pissed off at him when he did that. He was really good friends Rachel Dorsett. The tracking in up on the LLC bass drum head. I am making Michelle bacon and eggs right now and then I am going to do some reading out of Jeffs double bass drum book.
I know that I want a years worth of drum lessons from Jeff for Christmas. Michelle would like a new oven and the cabinets rebuilt in the section of the kitchen for the oven. That is what she would like. That is her thing is her kitchen. I am not saying anything else than that. I am still waiting to be told if my Dad is going to go another year or if he is going to stop renting his office this year. If he stops this year the head of the 4 Johnsons will be getting 84k a year of income. That seems like a lot but if he retires and no one has income in my house. That is why I am not asking to replace my edge that has 260k miles on it. My Dad just spent 20k on putting a new roof on my house to make it insurable.
In 2024 I signed us up for $36.00 a month health insurance. My Dad is agreeing to let us do something more like someone had a job their whole life. It will be more like $90 a month now with Medica with what I am going to call and set up the figures of the numbers so it works we get a monthly bill for than plan. We are still pretty without our own cash from jobs. I dont know if dental insurance is justified for how empty our checking accounts are. After these 4 appointments Michelle will be in good shape on the matter just like me. Pretty much if she doesnt do illegal drugs her teeth wont get into the shape they are in now and need hospital like work done on them. Still no dental insurance in 2025. It wouldnt make sense to have it unless one of us stayed at the same place for at least a year.
I havent taken ambien since I had a bottle, I got in the car and drove. A cop had to help me when I did that. Zolpidem creates the same thing as alcoholism. It made my smoking habit worse. Also Ive woken up easy peazy and not wet my bed when I have to pee now that I dont take that shit anymore. A c3 sleep aid made me as unemployable as being a chain smoker. I like zquil with acetaminophen. It makes me cozy. All it is syrup with Benadryl and Tylenol.
For 2024 I expect to get a tithing statement from St John Evangelical Lutheran Congregation at Schwer. That is where my Johnson Grandparents were married. Schwer means Toung in Swedish. I sent them cash more than once since the first of this year. I think its cool that the Priest's name that I took communion with Alcohol in an Anglican Parish's name is Carl and my Grandfathers name was Karl.
Still tonight Chip and Elsa have never worked for NBC. How about going to that Anglican church in MN. That Michelle and I have been tithing too and forming a group of people in the congregation that would do some door to door Christmas caroling. That would be pleasant to watch a video of. I eat so much because I am so unhappy about how all they do is lie about jobs in the Summer. With my cousins fake jobs and Michelle's cousins intranet gun harassment I had to get off of Facebook. Them being fucked up and my Dad talking to me about it every night about how it was normal and they weren't on the verge of getting arrested makes me eat so heavy in the Summer. Its why I want a heavy prescription of adderall through the months of this Winter. I am going to ask for it the 28th. Seriously Chip if you have the goal of someday filling out a job application and NBC hiring you. It will happen much more likely if you document things like Christmas Carolers then if you make post after post, video after video about getting drunk. Go ask that Preist. I have given him money all year. Make a video of carolers going door to door singing silent night in the snow with candle. Make Teris house burst into flames.
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I don't know if I believe my Dad that Tonya still works at New York Life. Her Mom is has stopped treatment for cancer and is at home in bed. Her Dad needs someone licensed to be with him when her mom is gone. Private messaging about how all of my cousin's lives aren't 40/1,000 makes my body forget how to see straight. So how does it work? Chip and Elsa rent that house and every month Chip's Dad wires him the money to pay the rent and the bills. He has never worked for NBC and he doesn't make money making videos on his computer about alcohol. You guys are going to waist your lives if you keep pretending that you make money doing that. My Dad is allowed to pretend. He has made around 100k a year for 20 years. For 30 years he was the manager of the Southwest of Hoover Vacuums. He paid for their vacations our whole childhood. Now that Pat got out of that marriage if she isnt going to go back, know there is a baby. Do school or something. Alcohol 24 / 7 is poison. Get working class jobs and join the P.T.A. My letter to Tonya about going to a Pharm D program is over. It would take 8 years. It's too late to do that. My Dad will waist his whole Retirment if he doesn't let it go and stop telling me my cousin Tim is a Pharm D. Get a working class job Tim. You would waiste your life if you keep on that lie as a point of what you talk about. Teri got out of her marriage. Kevin hasnt worked at the same place since high school. Does he even go to DHS on his own for food stamps?
I dont know if I believe my Dad that Tonya still works at New York Life. Her Mom is has stopped treatment for cancer and is at home in bed. Her Dad needs someone licensed to be with him when her Mom is gone. Private messaging about how all of my cousins lives arent 40/1,000 makes my body forget how to see straight. So how does it work? Chip and Elsa rent that house and every month Chip's Dad wires him the money to pay the rent and the bills. He has never worked for NBC and he doesnt make money making videos on his computer about alcohol. You guys are going to waiste your lives if you keep pretending that you make money doing that. My Dad is allowed to pretend. He has made around 100k a year for 20 years. For 30 years he was the manager of the Southwest of Hoover Vacuums. He paid for their vacations our whole childhood. No that Pat got out of that marriage if she isnt going to go back, now there is a baby. Do school or something. Alcohol 24 / 7 is poison. Get working class jobs and join the P.T.A. My letter to Tonya about going to a Pharm D program is over. It would take 8 years. Its to late to do that. My Dad will waiste his whole Retirment if he doesn't let it go and stop telling me my cousin Tim is a Pharm D. Get a working-class job Tim. You would waiste your life if you keep on that lie as a point of what you talk about. Teri got out of her marriage. Kevin hasnt worked at the same place since high school. Does he even go to DHS on his own for food stamps?
There is pills of Meth Amphetamine in every retail pharmacy. If someone was so overweight it was going to kill them. A doctor would probably prescribe them pills of meth. There is a way in America where it is used where it wont destroy peoples lives where their rock bottom will ruin their ways of life.
I had Richard at Virgin find someone that was notorious about pretending he works for NBC for Elsa to marry because just like Chip lying about how he has ever worked for NBC Elsa has also never worked for NBC. There wasnt a rational reason for Pat and Gary to get a divorce. Elsa was doing so well when she worked at Target. Is there a Target in Minnesota? Really neither of them have ever worked for NBC. So many things made Gary turn into a nut case.
Being a primary election year Michelle and I have been tithing to Destiny Church also. That is where we go to vote. Its within walking distance of our house. Im not sure what denomination the church is?
At the beginning of this year it was making me neurotic my father sending me private messages every night on facebook. I could never post anything on my wall because if I did one of the three of them would post their gun and immediately call.
Its weird their internet gun harassment forced me off of facebook when part of the 3k my roth ira is at now is invested in facebook stock. Its 7am. I am going to deposit change at 9am. I am planning on catching a fish before I try and sleep all day.
Teri told me that my Dad was abusive. I didnt tell him. I just told her if she ever sends me a message like that on the computer ever again I am going to send a cop over to her house. He bought my Mom a plane ticket the day after I said that to go visit her. She told my Mom that Kevin has worked at Radio Shack since he graduated high school. That is an imaginary story just like its imaginary she has a chinese boyfriend and she is in Hawaii for her 73rd birthday. The military only lasts 4 years. What did Gary and Teri do after the Russia conflict was over? They didnt do anything to make money after they were active military. They just posted pictures of them in their uniforms on the net, made up stories, and didnt work. There was also no rational reason for Teri and Gary to get a divorce. I hope all of them stop being retarded, go to the the courthouse and put both of their families back the way its suppose to be before Jesus shows up Christmas morning.
I also sent money to an Anglican Priest's church in Colorado all year. I got my Grandpas photo of all of you guys on the altar at my Dads wedding. My Grandpa told me when I was a kid he thought it wasnt right how the military only lasts for 4 years, you both graduated ISU business, and you made Gary feel like he is poor. I sent that Colorado Anglican church money because they are out of Bloomington. Our grandparents are dead. How would it be possible for Carrie to be straight and narrow to the point, to get to a wedding in a church, without being part of a church? That is why I have been giving that Colorado Anglican priest money all this year.
During this past hurricane in the Cuba / Florida part of land on ocean I did send money to an Anglican Orlando Parish while the hurricane was going on. Our Christmas lights are being put up shortly after Halloween. I promise I will post a picture of our Christmas lights in our journal and wont delete it. With how we are about to be in the Holidays and my job was filing the LLC and full time tither all Summer. Where if not in sanctuary a Womens period will cause suicidal tendencies. I want to end the year of sending all of that money to all of them that I just explained by catching one fish. A fish is a symbol of Jesus peace. I am curious what will happen with people that want to betray me and be violent if a catch a fish and I tithed every day of the Summer?
The 6k I am getting for opening our LLC on my taxes
My main focus is getting back into lessons with Jeff. I plan to take courses through Berklee Online for a good while. Maybe even go to things at one of the 3 campuses, Boston, New York, or Spain. My thing is I want the 6 of us in the same area all getting paychecks before we get much older. I really do want to work towards doing tours with the Out Trio. The 6k they are giving us is going to get the 6 of us started where its real. I dont want to try and pass any Berklee classes before I get with Jeff once a week for a year.
Methodose L.L.C.
Eric Johnson
Bub Cook
Evan Chadwick
Jed Hightower
Keir Gordon
Harley Barnard
Berklee Online
855 Boylston Street
Boston, MA 02215
online.berklee.edu
I have been tithing to Victory Christian and Faith United Methodist in 2024 too. Michelle and My wedding was @ FUMC. My theory about giving money to Victory is its a very large congregation. I consider it a mega church. The idea of the 6 of us networking with more people and making it more realistic that someday the six of us will do something where this LLC will generate money. I have enough worms to go fishing all week. All that I need is one fish mf.
I've sending tithing envelopes to St. Andrews because its really far north. It looks like its mostly black people. I saw the charges that got put on the paster for what he did to his daughter on the news, I figured out what church it was and I started the tithing with a bible verse about incest and some one dollar bills. I started sending them money because I dont want that church to die because their Paster is incapable of being a leader. I was also curious what God would do to the people I grew up with that have a lot of violent hate towards me because they think I am racist. I call them out on being criminals if I make sending money to this church in North Tulsa where the paster got arrested for raping his daughter. Do they still think Im racist even though I do that?
Harley, Keir, with these two Methodose videos you guys are going to make for our LLC let me explain what I have figured
out about the system of making the mail box at the post office your daily point and systematically send money to people's churches on a daily basis and also going to the bank daily and depositing change. With one professional video up each of you after tithing with what 40/1,000 allows you after about a year with what the tithing will do to those two videos on youtube you will both start to be reminded that everyone is connected by prayer. Let me warn you that system will not work to where our videos are going to get to a million views with out doing that system while you have a job. This LLC isnt going to pay our bills for a long time. Without a job you wont be able to keep track of prayer and tell if its true or false unless you have a job and can raise above moving money past 40/1000. By tithing you will remember that we are all connected through prayer and if you keep that system on the point of this LLC you will raise above the theory of debt - seizure, tithing - fish - cancer. If someone does intranet gun harassment towards any of the 6 of us. Put money in an envelope and send it to a church every day while fishing, don't say a word on the phone or the internet, do that until it puts the person with the gun on the intranet in the hospital. Niga Tweka Mutha Meka
It is questionable if I will be able to Hussle and make money in a legal manner during the summer being prescribed amphetamine. What I can tell you about the bible If I got my car searched in the middle of the night by 4 cops felonies set aside it says you need to find a register to work at and handle money before you burn all of your bridges. Debt will give you a seizure if you went into debt because of sin seizure and cancer is Gods way of controlling us I believe. Also if your family has to move you because you have had sex to much without being married dont reach for a career at first when they move you. Stand at a register with integrity on daily basis full time if you can get it.
This is an LLC. They are going to give me enough money on my taxes to buy a student kit. I am going to 6k for opening a LLC and it being the first year. I was thinking about taking a free Berklee Online course but my Days need to consist of treadmill, weights, my drums, and no controlled substances. They are going to give me enough money to buy a student kit. For Christmas I want my Dad to commit to me going to Jeffs studio once a week for 5 years. Its $80 a month. This is an LLC now. For me being able to handle students at a beginner and intermediate level I need a lesson from Jeff to be a main point in my weekly agenda for it to become the real deal where kids parents will be spending wisely on my teaching them to play the drums in my LLC. I want to be able to sign up for lessons with no time limit for Christmas with Jeff.
I've been thinking about what my tithing statement from the Point Church in West Pensacola is going to say at the end of the year. Ashleigh is on kid 5 in N.C. Alice was having sex and she wasnt married, rusty cheated on Ashleigh and he also went to an emergency dentist and got all of his teeth taken out. I called him out on smoking meth out of a bubble on the net when he left Ashleigh and stuck his dick in a girl besides Ashleigh. The cops picked him up really quick when I did that. They all talk on their radios hommie all over the country. When I get a kid I will 100% get a police scanner. Through all of that I sent Frank and Nancie's church money almost every day. Its a Baptist church. Jesus and John the Baptist were brothers, they came from the same mother. I think that with how this is you need to have a religious organization baptize Seamus before all of you are dead and its to late. With how they all died, there is 5 kids, and no marriage. Do not wait until he is 18. Ill show him that part of the bible if he promises he'll read the whole thing. All I have to do his have my Mom sneak into my house in the middle of the night and book mark the page. She was raised in a catholic school.
With the idea of getting a head set microphone for Christmas I used to have so many exercises that would keep my strong in pitch and breathing. When I was a freshman in high school and I started having sex I had a really powerful stereo. I used to work on mimicking Epiphany by Staind, just certain songs I would play over and over again to work on singing. That is why I did it. I think all 6 of us should have mics in a performance setting. I just want a head set because I am behind the drums.
Bub sent me the Methodose videos along with the outmind videos the same night I saw 4 cops search Patricks truck for illegal drugs close to 4am in the parking lot of fiesta mart at 91st and Garnett. I know it was Patrick because he was walking on the main roads when the sun came up. He didnt have anything on him when he searched his truck. Those crowds for outmind or him and patrick getting to share a stage with Kiss. I know, Nathan too, they were all getting illegal drugs and bags of dope while it was going on. I just want to clarify that psychiatric drugs are used for people with substance abuse problems just as much as mental illness. Seriously they didnt search Patricks truck because of lyrics of a song posted on the net. Everyday cops saw all of them and all of the cops talk on the radios all day long. They searched his truck because they all just drive around aimlessly and most of them havent had a job where they dont file 0 on their taxes in years. That is why they searched his truck. The way the drugs and alcohol of been with them is why no band Evan, Jed, and Bub have been in together have ever lasted.
The bottom line is Chip and Elsa have never been employed for NBC. How they have a baby. I wonder if he realizes his Marriage would have more structure and durability if he worked retail at a cash register for at least one year and took my cousin Elsa and their baby to church? Seriously all my Dad talks about is how he has a job. I question if he has ever had a job that paid. I am curious what his social security statement looks like for making videos on his computer? Walmart? CVS? Aldi? Target? Kohls? They are all in Minnesota. I doubt he has any felonies. Why doesnt he try to make 2025 a year that isn't fictitious?
Elsa, When I was 19 I did not have a seizure because I was posting my knife how I was connected to Chip on the intranet and calling your phone. I had a seizure because I did meth and mdma with a girl that I picked up off the news that her Dad embezzled honestly a couple million dollars. I saw it as a way to not be alone because Rachel was moving on and the 2nd Rachel was how I didn't sleep alone when I recovered. I had a seizure because of the debt I created not with what I was doing to Chip.
I cant believe all of you let him get away with being married and not working a job. Posting videos of booze is not how to raise a kid. I refuse to sit here and pretend like you guys have savings from a career with NBC. The stress level of how he just keeps making videos and posting them. I can tell he doesnt even drive to the bank and deposit change every day. Its obvious for how many videos there are and how many views each video has.
You guys would get by so much healthier if he got a part time schedule working as a cashier. I dont think we are doing Christmas Cards this year. I only have 3k in my roth. My checking account is basically nothing. I am getting ready to work a Kettle.
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The warehouse market over the fence of my houses neighborhood is gone now where I worked full time my jr year of highschool. I can still remember how all of the sackers stole a lot of packs of cigarettes every night. I can remember having sex with Miranda Smith one night before the party where mitch put a bullet through his head. My Mom took Mirandas number out of my phone before I even had time to call her and try and have sex with her again. Then Rachel Keys and I became boyfriend and girlfriend at the Evan Essance concert. My Mom kept snooping through my room and removing things that was why I tried to go live with Christine where my last high school course got finished. If I wouldnt have quit Warehouse Market life would have never gotten where I was getting handcuffed riding my bike to her apartment. It was irrational to run to Topeka to Christines spare bedroom because I was so irritated that my Parents were being such control freaks when I worked 40 hours a week. I helped write a lot of the Evan Essance songs on the first album that was mainstream. When I was kid and all of those sackers with blond hair were just there every night sacking groceries, I was really pissed off that they were thieves but how I had a full time job and I was away from illegal drugs and making money, there were so many of them that I wanted to try and hook up with. Such a ghetto way of buying food. It was my first full time job.
This morning drinking my coffee I still feel like 1.8k into my roth IRA is a justified amount from LLCing us. In that account it will grow based off of investments in the stock market. My Dad is going to pay for me to be in lessons and he pays for my Berklee Online tuition. I am pretty sure I am right about us getting this 6k. How are we going to use it so our LLC starts making money? I really do think a student kit. My monthly bills are about $600. If I rotated in and out 10 students on a student kit I could pay my own bills with that! What I need to know is the 5 of yours addresses and cell numbers. This business plan is set up on the net. People can join and they will get their own profile. How are we going to use 4.2k so our LLC makes money? Should we pay with recording time with it? If Evan and Bub commit to being at my house once a week I would buy those amps and we would keep them here. We would need them for our teaching building we are eventually going to earn to have built. Hanks is $40 a hour. When everyone gets up today be thinking about how we are going to use 4.2k to do something where we will make money?
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I am asking for Drum Lessons from Jeff for Christmas
40/1,000
1,000,000
10%
I am fishing for a Mapex and Sabian endorsement.
Falcon - Eric Johnson
Methodose L.L.C.
Our LLC is shooting for endorsements from
PRS - Bub
Warick - Evan
Shure - Jed
Our Broken Arrow building is going to have to teaching studios occupied by all 6 of us.
Berklee edu.
$3,091.17
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Days no cigarettes
2,170 days
November 6, 2018 – October 15, 2024
With the 6k I get I am writing my Dad a check for $670.00 That is what I used his credit card for to open the LLC paper work.
The Drum Art company is sending me this in a 22 inch head and also 50 stickers with this design.
I keep thinking about what I am going to use the 6k the government is going to give me this year for opening a LLC. If I am going to try and get some drum students and work with them ongoing then I need to buy a student kit and keep it in our second bedroom until my Dad gets me into a building. My room is small and studio foamed. Big rigs wouldn't work. With 6k I could see buying those 2 amps too. I have us a PA. To present unity when we get this start up money we all need to have jobs and we need to use what they give us to make a recent album and finish the process not having any unpaid debt.
After the 1.8k into my roth and $670 to my Dad. The money left divided by 6 is $588.00. I refuse as the leader of our LLC to write all 6 of us a check individually unless I have a plan typed out from everyone of what you would do with $588.00 to help Methodose LLC make enough money in 2025 where we would be going towards making enough money to where it mattered to the IRS.
I was thinking about it more today what I am going to do with 6k from being the Leader of my LLC. If they give me 6k for opening Methodose L.L.C. I am going to put 1.8k of it into my Roth IRA. That is justified because at the beginning of this project in 2001 I was trying to get away with illegal drugs and Mike Dikes stole 1k from me. Also My Dad gave me $800 to buy Robert Tises Hartke Bass Amp for Evan and he never paid me back. So 6k - 1.8k. I will put 4.2k Into our bank account and let it sit. I am going to be the only one with access to the bank account. I need $150 to open it. I might upgrade my XS cymbals. Honestly that is the only debt that is unsettled towards me and the Government is fixing it by giving me 6k.
As far as getting it to where Keir and Harley's living parents would let them sell where they live in Seattle and North Carolina and set up camp where I own a house, and my LLC is located is if they have paying ongoing jobs. Keir moved to Seattle to work for Microsoft and Harley lived in Venezuela for a long time where he was the President of the Company for how a huge amount of Gas Stations get their gas. He would be good at managing staff in restaurants where a lot of them are getting hired because they are from across the border. Mcdonalds is rated the best place in America for a kid to have their first job. That was one of the reasons why my Dad put some of my New York Life money in it. When I had pressure put on me by cops to let me know I wasn't going to get away from getting mdma and meth from Quinton Shaver my Mom had a cop come to our house and take me to Laurette so I could get clean. I got hired at Mcdonalds first when that happened. I worked there for one year with no friends. That is why when I went to TCC after a year I stopped going. I had no ambition to work through college semester without something organized where I had a life.
I wonder if Apple could organize a job for Keir to do if he had a house in my neighborhood?
Star and Meke
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I want my Dad to buy one and put it in Broken Arrow. We could put a stage in it for live music. This is my Biological Father's families business. His Dad started it. My Dad worked at one when him and Dave were at ISU in the 60s.
For once a week practices at Eric and Michelle's
I have a 16 channel mixer with 2, 1000 watt powered speakers. With all four of us holding jobs I vote to have a sober Friday night practice at my house from 7pm to 12pm every week. Accept that because my house is stone and those amps if we played until midnight, it was not on a school night, and no one was driving drunk, we could do that schedule for years and no cop in Tulsa County would have a single problem with it. That amp with a fretless 4 string Thumb bass would be balanced with Evan. There is no need for amps like we were playing stadiums. Banking money from jobs is what is important. Not being mobile and being extremely addicted to cigarettes is why big rigs creates an unbalance to where people rush out and pawn their gear. Simplify with amps like that, both of you, so that we can focus on the musicianship of playing in a group.
Submission to God's appointed earthly authorities helps me to resist pride and grow in humility, and promotes the justice and peace of society in which human life flourishes.
menasseah / arom
They called Jesus Teacher
What healing has God Brought in your life? Make sure you testify it to others!
For nothing in the houses of the members of Methodose L.L.C. to be of the Unclean.
Pisgah
Election: choosing, selection. God's sovereign decision to choose people to be His own.
O Lord, Father and Governor of all my whole life, leave me not to their counsels, and let me not fall by them.
Honour a physician with the honour due unto him for the uses which ye may have of him: for the Lord hath created him.
A man that useth much swearing shall be filled with iniquity, and the plague shall never depart from his house; if he shall offend, his sin shall be upon him; and if he acknowledge not his sin, he maketh a double offense.
Indica - Sativa / Vertigo
Wisdom shall praise herself, and shall glory in the midst of her people.
The Gospel is the good news that God loves the world and offers salvation from sin through his Son, Jesus Christ.
I need to go tell my Dad thank you for letting my charge a couple thousand dollars on his credit card. It was expensive getting the air conditioning unit fixed. The electric bill is going to go down now.
What I want now is for Bub to come over once a week and for us to get down and dirty at drilling getting tight playing together every week. His kid has graduated high school now. I am pretty sure they live with Bub's Parents. It would be really good for everyone if we start working again within a budget,
dawwag - dag
But as soon as they heard that his brother Simon was made High Priest in his stead, and ruled the country, and the cities therein
For yet greater evils than those which thou hast seen happen shall be done here after
Almighty God, to you all hearts are open, all desires known, and from you no secrets are hid: Cleanse the thoughts of our hearts by the inspiration of your Holy Spirit, that we may perfectly love you, and worthily magnify your Holy Name; through Christ our Lord Amen - For Purity
The work of priests: Serving Christ with their bishops, priests (or presbyters) nurture God's people through the ministry of Word and Sacrament and pronounce absolution and the blessing in God's Name.
How are you tempted to worship other gods? I am tempted to trust in myself, my pleasures, my possessions, my relationships, and my success, wrongly believing that they will bring me happiness, security, and meaning. I am also tempted to believe superstitions and false religious , and to reject God's call to worship him alone.
What is the "communion of the saints"?
The communion of the saints is the fellowship of all those, in heaven and on earth, who are united in Christ as one Body, through on earth, who are united in Christ as one Body, through one Spirit, in Holy Baptism.
God prohibits murder because every human being is made in God's image, all human life is sacred, from conception to natural death. Therefor, I may not take the life of others unjustly. For example they teach kids in elementary school that internet gun harassment and shooting someone with a gun is illegal. I think the reason why it defines rap music in a circle jerk because a lot of rap music puts murder in people's hearts. It's necessary to have an education to be taught to make a home not a environment that is identical to hell.
Liturgy is an established pattern or form for the worship of God by God's people. It unites us in Grateful response. Once I have a jpeg file of Evan and Jed's college degree and a jpeg file of all four of our Marriage certificates that are filed at the Tulsa County Courthouse. Being that organized I would feel comfortable about having Eric Clark make a Methodose bass drum head image using the Star Of David symbol and because I had those jpegs on the computer where I manage our website. Using the Star David symbol would be balanced not unbalanced where people, if we were having sex and I had illustrated proof that all of us are Married. We are getting closer to this being organized enough to where people wouldn't criticize me if I put that Star and Our band name on my Bass Drum Head.
Methodose having a steady gig.
I wanted to raise the question what would we play if we had a steady gig? I think it would be a really good idea for the four of us to start organizing a catalog of covers for Methodose. I don't know what Methodose's steady gig will end up being but if we work hard in the practice setting where we have a list of covers we can nail along with originals that is the equation where it will become more realistic that someone will have us play where we will get a paycheck for being on a stage.
It's not the right time to say "what would that steady gig be?" But it is the right time to practice enough to where, as a band, we are worthy that if someone offers to pay us play we can fill those shows.
I don't think Methodose playing at a restaurant every month and being put on a paycheck system is out of the question. All I want to say is we don't want to drive around playing on different stages to get popular but we make no money. What about learning a ton of songs and playing the same place every month? We would grow that way and be working to constantly to put new songs together as a band.
God is not responsible for Evil.
The sinful choices of creatures do not implicate God in evil in any way.
Deuteronomy 30:15 - 19
I tithe to 6 different churches to celebrate the fruit of the holy spirit which is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self control.
While godly anger is a just response to wickedness and injustice, we are more often led into ungodly anger by fear, pride, and revenge. We should therefor be slow to anger and quick to forgive.
Morning and Evening
The Daily Office is primarily designed for corporate prayer but it can also be used by individuals in public or private. Asking for absolution once in the morning and once in the evening is something that is a necessary practice for people in projects to do to stay successful.
Father Carl from Anglican Church of the Holy Spirit has called three times now to remind me about the newcomers class. Its at 9am every Sunday. I need to go. My plan is wake up the 28th a 39 year old, put on cackies and a tie, take a Adderall pill, and go to the church and pay attention, bring my catechism book for Anglicans. There will be communion with Wine. That is the plan. I need clean clothes and my meds before it would feel right. I am going to say the 28th I am going to the New Comers class.
My drum teacher I grew up with isn't teaching in Tulsa anymore. He has opened his second store in the Tahlequah area. What I will say about Berklee Online is I don't want to do it alone. Since Bub's son has graduated high school now if Bub worked on a home recording set up and we networked about school daily, we were eating dinners at each others houses, someone else was in Berklee Online too from Methodose L.L.C. then I could see signing up for another Semester. How it is now I just need signatures and drivers licenses from all four of us. We should all four do Berklee Online!
This is what is left from the two Methodose releases I packaged that Eric Clark pulled of from the audio of Jorges 2001 videos. I sent a copy to a record store to each city where a person from the Berklee Online class I tried lives to ask about consignment at a record store in each city.
Once all 3 members email me about their gear and profile. I need cell numbers for Evan and Jed and I need all 3 of your addresses. For our host to set this up to where it's 4 terminals and it has a info hub they need cell number and addresses. Also I will go to the post office and mail all 3 of you a copy of each of these when I get your addresses.
There are the two Methodose Vinyl's I have had printed. There is probably 2 of each for sale at Star Ship Records and Tapes in Tulsa.
I wouldn't try to spend the money to try and profit selling vinyl's again unless Methodose was at a point to where it was formed and organized. It costs $35.00 to get one printed from Kunaki.
We like doing Picnics at Woodward Park!
Drum Mics
Whenever I got my Tascam pocket studio Michelle bought me my first kit of drum mics. I have 8 pieces on my kit so to mic each drum individually I bought a second higher end kit. It works well for home recording using my Shure SM57 and Shure SM54 for over head mics for recording drum tracks. Then where Eric Clark uses Studio One in an apartment where he is going to be able to afford and keep. He has kept a job at Walmart for 15 years. Micing up my drums and mixing them for home recording is a two-person job. That is our little Doom Fish ENT system of recording drums at my house.
Bub - amp
Be transportable-be mobile. From my Perspective Bub's Fender is his own nice Primary Guitar. I am really fond of the Fender Hot Rod Deluxe Combo amps. You should earn 1k and buy a nice combo amp. If we used my P.A. for private parties people would take us more seriously if I bought a sub woofer to go along with the 2 speakers on stands. My Mixer has floor monitor outs, controls for the outs, and a sub woofer out.
I have a direct box, where a xlr cord will go to the mixer and you can plug an acoustic or electric bass into it and run it through the P.A.
I know I saw how Jed bought his acoustic guitar. I know Bub has an acoustic Electric. This is the only direct box I have but I do have one if we want to run a acoustic through the P.A.
I turn 39 July 24th. My primary instrument is a 8 piece Mapex Armory Drum Kit. I entertain the idea that eventually I will play the drums in a group of people where I would be able to handle my monthly bills by paying gigs. I entertain that idea but also to make sure I can always have something to fall back on when I put time into a project and it doesn't work is I did a 9 month Pharmacy Technology Diploma. That is how I got hired for all of my U/A collector jobs.
For everyone involved. To get content to me that regards the construction of this website email me at ericjohnson@methodoseband.com
- Eric Johnson
I started Hubert's Quill during the two years Michelle and I broke up. I was a week away from graduating CCC and I stopped going because well I lost my fiancée and she was the only one with a job. Hubert Humphrey was a Pharmacist before he was Vice President. He worked in a Pharmacy in Minnesota. My Pharmacy diploma was why we did that. The Quill was Eric C's idea but I really liked it because I wrote a letter to the White House using my right of motion to put Marijuana on all of the States ballets to vote on. I don't smoke weed but it really balances my Wife.
There was a time in America when you could be Grandfathered into being a Pharmacist and it didn't require medical school and becoming a Doctor. There was a time when cocaine was in sodas in Pharmacies in America. But in the year 2024 where people are cooking meth in houses and cocaine is extremely illegal now how illegal drugs makes people unemployable but also the way they are with their guns makes me not even interested on working with them on things like Vacations. You can't let people like that mess with your money. It's more than annoying. Its more like I wouldn't invite them to my house because I am afraid they would bring illegal drugs into something that has cost my Parents couple hundred thousand dollars to get to where we are at.
My Dad has a client that he buys houses from the courthouse that are in weird situations and then he sells them for a profit. My first house became owned with a 70k transaction. To own the property we live in now it cost my Dad 145k. If you look on a google search of the progress of what this house looks like since we bought it we have done so much work on it. New Roof, Paint Job.
My Parents live in the neighborhood a couple blocks away. My Dad is going to retire with half a million, two houses paid off, and Pension - SSI which will give him 7k a month until he dies. He is in his 70s. He doesnt smoke.
When my Grandpa died and my Grandma went to a home to be comfortable she made the decision to tare down their house. That Army Airforce house isnt there anymore. It kept flooding.
I don't plan on moving again. I want to take the house my Dad bought me to its fullest potential.
In the event of a divorce there will be a replacement but the third time your debt will be really hard to fix. The equation we have come to where my Dad is only going to keep going at New York Life for another year it would be hard to afford to move again. Michelle and I need to learn to both keep jobs and it go for 30 years. We are set up to have careers. When you get really old you have to be careful of debt because debt will kill you if you are to old to work.
When getting a 2024 Truck I always think about selling our Camry and putting a fishing boat in the second space of our garage instead of having two vehicles.
I always talk myself out of it though. For two people to have two separate jobs of paid employment in a Marriage, it would be impossible to have two jobs that has responsibilities, with just one vehicle between two people. With both of us being able to hold good jobs that isn't fictitious places of employment our Marriage will be able to afford to keep 2 vehicles that aren't jalopies in good condition and we will also be able to afford to keep one kid in a safe vehicle ongoing so we can raise a son to know how to work, provide, and gather for his significant other when it comes time for me to buy a house for my son like the Bible explains a Father needs to do. Adoption would be a beautiful thing. I have lived it my whole life.
My Grandfather obviously had a gun. He made the start of his money by being a Sargeant in the Army Airforce in WW2. His house in Watseka Illinois was just one story. It was on an acre and the driveway was really long, black asphalt. There was a huge American Flag pole in the front Yard Acre. He was stationed on Aircraft Carriers in the Indian Ocean "India" during WW2 keeping China in Check from WW2 going further than it did.
My Dad and the best Man at his wedding were both Business Majors at Illinois State University in the Early 60s. Both of them raised both of their families without guns in their house. I had a bee bee gun when I was I kid but that is the only gun I have ever shot and a duck hunt gun on old school Nintendo NES.
With the idea of adopting one kid and bringing them into our marriage I will take the same approach by not having a gun in my house. Heaven is where home is. There will never be another World War. When the second World War was over the Governments, World Powers of the world put a system in place where World War will never happen again. There is 10 police officers that live in mine and my Parent's neighborhoods. We live in a safe part of town.
I have a nice pocket knife I take when I go fishing and that is it.
Eric's Poles
This photo was taken in 2002
